Wednesday, August 17, 2011
this entry will be me venting anger, frustration and complaining.. please do not read if you are sick of my complains...
argh..
seriously, i am really very very pissed off.. extreme bu shuang..
y the hell do we hav to wear that ugly uniform when lao shi already agreed that we could jus wear anything white.. y the hell cant u all jus understand abit.. it's not like all of us come from home k.. some of us need to work.. n not all who work drives or has a personal driver.. some need to take the bloody bus in the morning.. n having to bring alot of extra stuff is a real hassle..
cant u all jus be a little more understanding???? n the worst part is that the uniform isnt even good looking.. if it was nicer, i might have been less pissed.. y the hell is it designed like tat.. i do not wanna look like one of u.. i dun wanna look like an auntie.. my turn will come in a few decades.. y the hell do u need to force me to wear it.. argh.. so ugly.. UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
nw i have to bring the uniform, the pants and heels.. f*** lah... it's alot of things lor.. nt like it's v light.. y y y.. y muz u all insist on things that only some of u agree to??? cant u all be more democratic?? even laoshi is okay with any shirt that is white, y the hell insist that we wear uniform.. i am really v unhappy..
n i am also v pissed with my laogong.. when i complain to u.. cant u jus listen n say something that will make me feel better even if it isnt always truthful? y the hell do u always hav to say the freaking same thing???? it's nt like i dont know.. i know the answer to the problem.. but cant i nag.. if u dont even know wat i wanna hear when i tell u my troubles after so many years, y do i bother to tell u anyting.. telling you doesnt make my heart light.. it makes things worst.. makes me pissed with u.. n more pissed with the situation..
dont u understand me?? i thought u are the one who understands me the most in this world.. apparently it's nt totally true.. u may understand me more than everyone else.. but u still dont understand me enuff to know wat i really wan..
i love you so much.. but i equally hate you when u behave like an idiot..
argh...
i am so so bu shuang..
i tink i shall find a way to lock this entry to something.. too much displeasure to disclose le..
blue @ 10:26 PM
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Monday, August 08, 2011
Today is the eve of our National Day..
If we were back in sch, it would hav been a half day for all.. Won't tat be wonderful? Haha..
Well, at least for my teacher frenz, they will be able to enjoy the half day holiday.. So do enjoy it k.. Haha..
Anyway, I jus came back from malaysia on sat, went over on friday morning.. Wasn't there for a holiday.. But rather a course sent by the company.. A 2 day 1 night camp.. Back to basics kinda thing.. TRIZ Awareness Camp at Mawai Eco Camp in Kota Tinggi, Malaysia..
I will say tat it's actually quite a nice trip except for the stuffy studying area.. Since it's a course, we spent most of our time in the study hall for lectures.. Although there's no wall in the hall, it's built wif wood, the area traps heat.. So it's extremely hot n humid in there.. But once u get out of it, it's really nt tat bad..
The food there is excellent too.. Esp the mutton.. Super tender.. Haha..
But the showering n toileting part isn't tat great.. Although there's wc, it's super low on the ground.. So it's more like squatting than sitting on it.. N the toilet paper doesn't seem v clean although it's a new roll.. N when we shower at night, the water is freezing cold..
The sleeping there isn't wonderful either.. There's no bed.. We had to make our own bed using some material similar to the stretcher.. N as it's in the open.. It was super freezing cold.. I caught a cold frm the freezing night.. Damn weak..
Aniway.. Besides the nt so nice part.. I kinda enjoyed the trip.. Made new frenz.. Got better wif colleagues frm the same dept.. It was fun lah.. Haha..
Anyway, the fun it over.. Time to get my head back to work..
So.. Here's an update of me recently.. Buaiz.. ^_^
blue @ 11:39 AM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2011
我累了。
真的好累好累了。
blue @ 10:52 PM
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