Monday, February 19, 2007
my london cousin, Tim.. =)
blue @ 5:02 PM
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happy lunar new year to everyone!!
hee.. it's already the 2nd day of the year of the pigs.. i haven been able to blog coz my last paper was on fri.. had been busy being a good ger since then.. helping around wif the preparation of the dinner n everything lah..
zzz.. so tired.. i'm really really tired..
btw, tis year's ang pow money seems to be lesser than the previous years.. i'm nt sure if it's true.. coz i haven really opened all of them.. jus took several peeks into some of them..
i'm so tired.. everyday also got pple come to my place.. zzz..
ah.. one beri impt ting.. my london cousin came back for visiting.. hee.. i'm quite happy to see him actually.. coz it's like.. 3-4 years since i last seen him.. so long ago..
aniway, i'll try to get the photo we take using his phone here.. =)
blue @ 4:56 PM
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
it's almost chinese new year.. but i'm still in the middle of my final exams of tis sem.. zzz..
luckily tml is gonna be my last paper.. but it's the paper i'm the most unconfident abt.. coz i nv listened a single bit of the lecture.. n i even forgot everything tat i revised n prepared for the past common test.. i tink i'm definitely gonna die tml..
the worst ting is.. while i'm here complaining abt tml's paper.. i haven started my revision.. i tink i'm digging my own grave.. zzz.. i tink i'm crazy.. tonite sure study until super late de.. zzz...
i'm seriously tired tis days.. coz i jus cant get to slp.. i dunno y.. but the hours i hav for slp is really very little.. like ytd, i onli slp abt 3hrs..
aniway.. i tink i'm going off le.. better start preparing for tml's paper.. i hope to score a high gpa again.. n i'll definitely be much better if i can get all AD or at least all A/A+...
buaiz
blue @ 11:03 PM
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
does anione feel as worthless as i do?? zzz.. y izzit that whenever i try to say sumting to my family, they jus ignore me?
it's like i'm speaking to the wall or sumting.. no reply, no acknowledgement.. it's like they nv hear wat i say.. like i'm not talking.. argh.. it's so damn fustrating.. it's killing me..
sumtimes i really hope tat i can jus keep my damn mouth shut to prevent myself frm the hurt i feel coz of them..
i keep getting scolded n nagged for nothing.. jus like today, the moment i step into my house, i'm f**ked by my mum.. say i nv help anithing or tat kinda shit.. it seriously makes me wanna jus stay out the entire day n not come home.. can u imagine how sick it feels.. cant even hav a peaceful moment at home.. haiz..
i feel like dying.. zzz.. my life seems to be very zzz these days..
i wan a new chap in my relationship wif johnny.. i really hav to admit tat i'm getting real sick n tired of his empty promises.. i'm really sick of his so called planning for the right moment to bring me to church/home.. it's really killing me.. it's like it's also killing the relationship.. nt tat i'm loving him ani lesser.. but it's jus making me very tired of everything.. i'm real tired..
i dunno wat to say.. it's almost chinese new year.. but i still hav 2 papers.. n the worst thing is they are on thursday n friday.. damn super dumb.. on the eves of the eve of chinese new year.. zzz..
argh.. i dunno wat to say.. it's like i hav alot of fustrations in my mind.. but i jus cant seem to type them all out.. zzz..
buaiz
blue @ 11:44 PM
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
guess wat i saw when i was on my way to sch today..
LOL.. jj's love fiesta.. OMG.. cant believe wat i actually saw.. lol.. looks so much like pasa malam.. wif all the tings they got the outsiders to bring in.. LOL
zzz. me jus wanted to blog abt tat ting.. no mood for others..
buaiz
blue @ 5:55 PM
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