Sunday, October 25, 2009
in less than a month's time, exams will start.. n i'll be dead.. i'm actually dead already.. haha..
i have 2 grp reports to write.. but the prob is we haven started yet.. or at least my part nt started yet..
dunno y.. i'm jus so not into studies tis sem.. i hope i wont be so so extremely dead when the exams are here.. currently, i'm being busy wif my new phone n reading my ebooks.. i jus cant seem to wanna make myself study.. jus dont feel like studying..
haiz.. i tink i'm gone le lah..
dunno wat to write.. wanted to write alot the past few days.. but johnny was here.. so nw, i kinda forgot everyting that i might have wanted to say.. so.. kk..
i go read my ebook le.. buaiz
blue @ 8:14 PM
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
zzz.. it's boring..
now i'm in school library.. supposed to be writing report for 3007.. it's programming in C.. coz this 3 of us are nt good with writing the program.. i would say our group has one main programmer.. he wrote everything.. LOL.. we're slacking most of the time.. okay, nw chinghang is saying that i'm 一竹竿打翻全船人.. LOL.. okay, i'm the one slacking most of the time.. happy?? LOL..
aniway, lesson today will start at 1130.. coz this week is actually elearning.. but too bad forensic is not.. n shan decides to go for the class so i muz go also lor.. haiz.. damn sianz..
hm.. i'm still playing ard with my phone nw.. nt easy to use at all.. i'm so damn not used to touch screen.. haha.. keep pressing the wrong keys when i'm smsing.. so muz press a thousand times den can get the one i wan.. haiz..
i'm also playing ard wif my wifi.. actually johnny told me to wait for him so i wont press the wrong thing n end up having to pay alot for gprs istead of free wifi.. but well, i tink i'm got it le lah.. i believe i've unclicked the correct thing n i am surfing using the school's wireless..
hm.. zzz.. got sms.. let me see.. =p
zzz.. the main progammer say he nv bring his thumbdrive.. argh.. how lah.. zzz.. dunno wat to do nw.. aniway, the main programmer is kecksoon.. haha..
zzz.. got msg again..
kk.. i go off le lah.. go facebook.. =p
buaiz
blue @ 10:35 AM
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
haven been blogging the past week coz i had johnny at my place for 3 nights..
i've finally bought my new phone.. but i haven got it yet.. it's supposed to be delivered to my place frm 6-9pm.. so i'm waiting.. i purchased the phone online.. coz it's $50 cheaper than going down to singtel shop itself..
i bought the htc hero.. nt sure if it's suitable for me.. coz i've never used an android phone before.. hope i can get used to it..
this week is e-learning.. but too bad it's not for all the modules.. i tink forensic does not have e-learning this week.. but 2 weeks later i tink.. nt sure.. haha.. aniway, i'm nt sure if i'm going for class tml.. coz johnny doesnt have lesson tml after 1.30pm n forensic starts at 1.30pm.. i'm still considering.. dunno lah.. zzz..
i'm so tired these days.. but i nv get to nap.. i'll jus end up doing sumting else rather than sleeping.. quite irritated wif myself..
hm.. i'm quite anxious.. super looking forward to my phone.. wonder wat time it'll arrive.. hope it's soon..
aniway, i need to go.. gotta help with dinner..
buaiz
blue @ 6:26 PM
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
kinda jus got back from sch.. tuesdays of mine are nw short.. jus 3hrs of lesson den can come home le..
nw waiting for my lunch to be defrosted before i can cook.. quite hungry actually.. but decided not to spend $$ in sch.. coz quite broke these days.. esp when johnny isnt getting pay animore.. so it's quite hard for the both of us w/o money to spend..
aniway, today was quite zzz.. coz it's lab this morning.. i used to like programming labs.. coz i was able to understand wat i was supposed to do.. i understnad wat the notes are saying.. but nw.. zzz.. totally blur already.. it's like.. omg.. damn sianz.. totally lost frm wat the prof is teaching.. den during lab, dunno wat to do coz dun understand.. kinda jus wasted 2hrs of lab coz no progress..
the guys kinda decided to stay in sch today to do the project without informing us.. so i wasnt able to go down.. mainly coz i planned to be doing solidworks this afternoon after my lunch.. it's part of the other stuffs i was supposed to do for my other project.. it's like this sem is damn slack.. it's like i dun feel like doing anithing, or mayb the progress is jus damn slow.. i'm super tired tis sem.. very sleepy everyday.. i dun feel like paying attention in class.. meaning even though i'm there n i'm nt sleeping.. i'm mostly nt listening.. it's jus blank most of the time..
haiz.. it's like nw also.. wanted to blog.. den write write halfway, the brain stops working.. so i'm like dunno wat to write animore.. haiz..
kk.. shd go get my lunch first.. if i can tink of sumting else i wanna say, i'll post again..
buaiz
blue @ 1:18 PM
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
it's been a super zzz friday.. coz i was killed by the stupid durian question in my quiz.. damn idiotic.. cant do it at all.. damn zzz..
n the worst thing was that it's a damn wasted effort for me for staying up till 6am to finish my revision, sleep time less than an hour, went to sch n had 2 cups of mac coffee.. see.. wat a waste.. n worst, johnny n i went to bugis to get his books n i was half dead.. coz i was so tired that we werent able to spend much time out.. he didnt allow me to stay out longer so was kinda forced home.. haiz..
den tis morning, i was still so tired, nt enuff slp.. but had to wake up at 10.30am to go to sch.. he was nagging for so long to make up wake up..
i had a nap for 2hrs jus nw.. so insufficient.. still damn tired.. but haven shower.. nw waiting for mum to get out of the toilet so i can go in..
aniway, my brain is kinda dead.. so i shd go nw..
buaiz
blue @ 8:52 PM
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Thursday, October 08, 2009
forensic is over.. n tml got vibrations.. die lor.. i haven start.. need to start soon le.. awhile more ba.. jus finish dinner.. damn full..
aniway, everyone is telling me that i am dead.. coz i definitely wont be able to finish the revision.. i hope that they are wrong.. coz i usually can finish.. even exams also is like tat, i believe a quiz wont kill me.. i hope i am right.. LOL
aniway, weather damn hot.. or mayb it's jus me.. keep sweating.. mayb it's coz i jus done dinner.. but i dunno..
hm.. tml going out wif johnny.. i tink we are going out lah.. haha.. coz he said that he needs to go bugis to get his books.. books for one of his module.. there's finally stock.. it's actually jus reading materials.. n it's chinese.. so definitely not my kinda books..
wah.. so full.. quite uncomfortable.. but actually the reason i'm so full is nt so much abt the meat i ate.. but the vegetables..
last night, i was so tired after choir that i fell asleep damn early.. jus knocked out.. i guess it's coz i haven been having real good sleep.. nt even during the break.. esp nt during weekends.. i get damn tired due to weekends actually.. nt so much abt going dating.. but rather, we spend our weekends at church.. chimes choir on sat n service on sun.. jus eats up my weekend.. but i kne that it's a real lucky thing for me to be able to worship God this way.. aniway, from this sun we'll be having extra choir practice till dec to prepare for christmas concert.. hope i wont get overly tired..
hm.. i tink i shd stop here.. damn full.. going to get yakult to drink..
buaiz
blue @ 8:08 PM
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Tuesday, October 06, 2009
seems like i'm starting wif my blogging habit again.. hope it continues.. hehe
aniway, tml will be the forensic quiz.. n.. LOL.. i haven started.. i'm totally dead.. luckily it's gonna be MCQ.. which is quite good.. n i've already msged a fren this morning n told him tat i wanna sit wif him for tat quiz.. so he can help me.. LOL.. i'm good aint i. haha..
but still, u guys shd kne me lah.. no matter how lazy i get, i'll definitely do a LITTLE revision.. no matter how little.. LOL.. i'll still do it..
hm.. tml nite got choir practice.. shit.. damn.. i initially wanted to study the score this afternoon.. but i was jus too damn tired to start.. napped frm like 4pm till abt 7pm.. coz no one was home.. mum went out wif dad, bro nt home yet.. so i jus turned on the aircon n slept.. by right i shd be quite awake nw.. but it's kinda the opposite.. i'm damn sleepy again.. but still.. yar..
kk.. shd call johnny le.. he finally got home frm his gathering wif his sec sch frenz.. the YMC gang.. LOL.. well, seems like he hasnt been attending much of the gatherings wif them since we got together 5 yrs ago... so i was like, i guess u shd go else the guys are gonna kill me for it.. haha.. n i kne he enjoys himself with them coz they're all crazy pple.. they may nt always be the best influence, but johnny's usually the one who 'controls' them when they get out of hand.. that's y he's the LAODA.. LOL..
aniway, i shd go.. muz call him le.. =)
buaiz..
blue @ 10:36 PM
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Monday, October 05, 2009
sch has started again.. the break is officially over..
2 quiz coming up.. forensic science n mechanics of deformable solids (which i call vibrations).. forensic is on wed n vibrations is on fri.. started preparing none yet.. haha..
well, i got 'scolded' by chinghang n vincent jus nw, was taking bus home wif them.. as u all shd kne, i'm tat kind of crazy ger who only starts to study for her exams the day before the paper.. so they were like saying, they've spent the entire break studying the vibrations n they still dont get it.. n i'm expecting to start on the day before the paper.. they tink i'm totally crazy coz i definitely wont be able to finish revising the 6 chapters in time..
so i've actually kinda listened to them.. took my vibrations notes out.. well, i jus kinda took them out.. haha.. the whole stack is on my table nw.. jus sitting there.. haha.. i wanted to start.. but.. LOL.. it's still the BUT.. haha.. too damn lazy, no mood, no aircon.. n i'm kinda sleepy.. haha.. hm.. am i really sleepy.. i dunno leh.. doesnt see like it.. but i jus dun feel like doing it.. haha
tml onli 3hrs of lesson.. coz the lab project is completed meaning the last 3hrs is no longer needed.. so.. shd be going home wif johnny tml ba.. makaning lunch in sch.. he wants mac.. den go home.. rest.. den start revising forensic coz it's on wed.. haha.. last min again.. haha..
hm.. kk.. i shd go.. need pack bag for tml.. =p
buaiz.. nitez..
blue @ 11:48 PM
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Sunday, October 04, 2009
i'm supposed to be leaving home for church nw.. but although i kne i'll be late, i'd still like to blog a little today..
it's abt wat i was thinking last night before i went to bed.. well, i jus kinda added an application in facebook called "God wants you to know".. it's an app that kinda gives u some words each day n mayb things tat are useful.. so wat i got ytd was, "... that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep.. You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep."
n it's kinda shocked me a bit coz i really was thinking alot abt the future recently.. so i did wat i said in facebook, i'll put my faith in God n have a good night's rest.. n seriously, i did.. i slept well.. real well.. i wasnt having my usual neckache when i wake up today.. i feel good today.. haha..
hm.. aniway, gotta cut short my entry coz i'm really getting late..
today's plans..
morning: church
afternoon: church's elders' lunch at somewhere i dunno where.. LOL
dinner: sushitei @holland v. coz parents' anniversary of 30yrs.
kk.. muz go le..
buaiz
blue @ 8:28 AM
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Friday, October 02, 2009
last weekday of term break le.. nothing done yet.. well, nt really nothing done lah.. i've watched a lot of movies, finally went singing n erm.. ah, copied one set of my messy notes.. hm.. guess tat's all.. haha
anyway, i was looking thru photos of a fren's n i was like.. haiz.. y is everyone either getting engaged or married.. i want to too.. 我想嫁人了.. really want to.. but it's so not abt me.. it's abt johnny.. he has to propose first rite.. den we can start planning.. else we will always be in this chapter.. the dating chapter.. i want to move on.. to the nx chapter.. haiz..
although i kne we're both still nt ready to get married coz we're still studying n that we're still damn broke.. but getting engaged will be nice.. i wanna get engaged.. it's very different to be engaged to someone and to be jus the girlfriend.. haiz..
dunno lah.. i kne god has a better plan for me ahead n he will guide me through n i muz learn to listen to him.. but sometimes, it's jus so hard.. 神的道路高过人的道路.. so i muz 屈服.. i muz let him lead me..
aiyah.. dunno lah.. LOL.. nw i wanna go continue reading my book le.. almost finihed the last book.. haven been able to read it the past few days coz was spending time wif johnny.. n whenever johnny is ard, i nv get the time to read.. LOL..
kkk.. shd go.. buaiz
blue @ 7:43 PM
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Thursday, October 01, 2009
hehe.. been slacking the past 2 days..
tues was watching movies at home.. slacking alone coz johnny was busy wif his holiday assignments.. he's got quite alot of work to do.. den wed, i was still watching movies at home but wif johnny.. he came over in the morning coz we were supposed to go for choir gathering together in the evening.. so slacked the whole day again.. den today, slacked again.. watched movie again.. LOL.. but he had to go home today coz he say he still has alot of things undone.. so no choice had to let him go.. den i jus went to sch to find the guys coz they're doing our 3007 project..
seems like i'm the one who contributes the least.. well, mayb nt the least coz at least i can help giv ideas to those "processors" to tink abt my concepts.. hehe..
hm.. my nails are getting long le.. dont like the feeling when i type.. guess i need to cut my nails soon le..
hm.. dunno y.. i jus cant copy a file over from my thumbdrive.. hm.. nvm.. let me restart my com n try again..
buaiz
blue @ 9:34 PM
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