Tuesday, August 23, 2005
planned to go for swimming today.. but.. too bad raining.. yarlor.. woke up so early in the morning to meet up wif my dear.. but the sky so dark.. den after breakfast.. it rained.. we were waiting at the mrt station to see if it's really going to rain or nt.. too bad..
we ended up going to jp to watch "Days Of Noah".. it's documentary.. nt bad lah.. but.. yar.. u kne.. lol... it makes me really think alot after it.. n i questioned alot too.. lol.. bible n everything.. haha.. he had a hard time letting me understand.. dun tink it's easy to explain tings to me.. lol.. esp tis kinda ting.. my head might hav understood wat u said... but tt doesnt mean my heart understands.. it's usually the heart tat has more questions than the head.. yar.. i hav a clear head (i tink).. but i'm sure my heart is.. erm.. messed up?? lol.. mayb.. haha
yeah.. u kne wat.. haha.. i've got my new phone le.. yeah!! sony ericsson k750i.. yapz.. it cost me a hell lota money.. but wat to do.. he wanna change tt phone n i promised to change it wif him.. actually it's coz we wanna get the same phone n tt k750i was wat he choose.. it's a real nice phone lah.. yar.. very cool.. hehe.. stylish?.. kinda.. haha.. wait nx time i take a photo of both our phones.. den i'll post it up here.. yapz. we customized our phone.. we're really nuts le.. haha.. we having the same accessory (one boy one girl, nt really same but a pair), den we wrapped our phone wif the same design (one pink one blue), den using the same theme in the phone n also a same hp case (a pair of sock)... we're crazy rite.. hahahah.. =p
hm.. i wonder wat he's doing nw.. dunno lah.. i damn tired le.. lol
i tink i go read book le..
buaiz
blue @ 10:39 PM
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Monday, August 15, 2005
you wont imagine wat actually happened to me today... totally bad.. terrible..
i blacked out for a moment in the train.. luckily i was with johnny.. or else.. omg.. i cant even imagine or else wat... i was totally out of oxygen in the train.. took all the way frm boon lay to yio chu kang to meet him.. den actually wanted to go over to woodlands for dinner.. but.. who knows wat happened.. i kinda fainted sumtime after the train left khatib for a while.. i guess i was kinda out for like almost 2 stops.. means frm before yishun n after sembawang.. i was in kinda unconsious state.. serious, i could even feel myself falling.. legs went totally without any feeling n with no control... i was numb all over.. not totally all over.. but.. at least frm body to head without my legs..
u cant imagine how bad it felt.. horrible... n u cant imagine how worried he was... there were kind pple on the train.. a lady actually helped me n sumone offered a sit for me.. but.. johnny decided tat we will alight at the nx stop.. admiralty.. yar.. den we got down.. i felt like.. dunno wat.. jus numb n it was horrible... i was so lack of air.. decided to rest on his legs for awhile.. i prefered nt to sit up.. coz lying down felt beta for me.. yar... den after sum time.. quite long i guess.. i kinda recovered.. he said i was totally pale.. very bad condition.. i guess i was...
den we went to get water frm 7-eleven.. den went for dinner at mac... by den, i was better.. but didnt really feel good after sumtime... n he decided tat i shd go home by cab.. first ting to do is to shower n to slp.. i guess i'll jus go do these ting..
seriously i still feel quite uncomfortable nw..
buaiz pple.. take care n dun fall sick..
blue @ 9:01 PM
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
finally, it's the last day of the carnival @ marina and i haven been there for even once.. lol.. i guess it's okie.. coz since today is the last day.. means my darling wont have to wake up tt early tml.. although i bet he'd hav to wake up by 5.30am aniway.. lol.. at least it's an hour more rite.. =p
hm.. i'm looking forward to the end of the day.. coz.. at the end of the day.. i'll be able to hear his voice.. hehe.. yapz.. i haven heard his voice for the entire day and it make me feel as if tt's short of sumting.. seriously, tt's how i feel.. yapz..
i'm gonna go out later.. going to the library.. yar.. to return books.. n also to borrow books if it's open.. hope i'll be.. haha.. coz it's sunday n almost evening le.. i'm seriously nt sure if it's open or not.. lol...
guess i shd get prepared to go out already.. meeting my ex-work fren at 5...
buaiz pple.. =p
blue @ 4:34 PM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
hi all.. =)
seems like i haven been blogging for like.. dunno how many days.. haha.. but doesnt seem too long though.. =p
okie.. updates nw.. hm.. yapz.. lol.. i haven seen him for days already.. n i'm dying to see him.. seriously dying to see him.. lol.. the carnival @ marina had been keeping him very busy n i dont hav ani chance to see him during the entire carnival tingy.. means frm last sat till coming sun... yapz.. 9 days in total.. den onli after sunday tat there might be chance for him to hav night's out.. yapz.. den i might see him... yar..
tat poor baby of mine (my darling), has to wake up 4.30am each morning n can slp onli at abt 10.30pm after everything is done... means total onli 6hrs.. but i bet he doesnt even slp the full 6hrs.. i'm kinda sure tat his entire company muz be all pandas.. coz all of them are lack of slp.. lol..
aniway.. hm... oh, i went to ndp.. yapz.. nt the jurong east/yishun/tampinese/marina celebration.. it's the padang one.. yapz.. it's damn damn nice.. totally coolz.. yar.. kinda happy that i could go see it.. yapz.. my dear frenz who are in the parade, i couldnt see ani of u.. lol.. seriously.. i dunno where u all stand.. i spent alot of time trying to see who's who n where u guys are.. but too bad.. cant see.. lol.. like johnny said, all of u look the same in uniform.. lol.. n tt's kinda true.. hahaha.. =p
hm.. dunno wat to say... i've been slacking at home almost everyday.. doing nothing much besides watching tv, sleep, maple and read.. okie.. yes.. the onli good thing i've been doing is to be reading.. went to the library to get books on monday.. actually the main point of going there on monday was to collect a book for my brother.. den in the end.. i decided tat since i was there n jus returned a book i borrowed when i went there wif johnny the previous time.. y nt i get more books back to read.. so i got 2 other books.. finish one already.. decided whether i shd start reading the other one later after i blog or shd i start after i wake up tml.. coz if i start nw.. i usually onli put the book down n rest at abt 5 or 6am.. which is like.. OMG.. SHIT.. lol.. haha.. yar.. coz by then, my mum will be up to prepare for work n i'd be scolded to hav slpt so late.. lol.. yar..
guess i'll go slp.. already 1.30am liaoz... i'm jus like a panda myself even when i'm nt waking up so early like my darling does.. lol.. nvm..
okie pple.. guess i'll go slp le.. yapz..
kinda happy also, coz i got the panlid i promised to find for him.. it's actually a shield for the other characters who cannot hold a warrior shield.. yapz.. n i've finally got wat i promised him.. yeah.. lol.. i'm such a great player.. lol.. coz i've actually got 3 panlids in my inventary.. n seriously, panlid is a shield tat's so had to get tt nt everyone is able to find it... n the price tat a panlid can cost can go up to more than 200,000 mesos.. even the lowest defence panlid sells at 200,000 mesos.. n wat i've got is def 8, def 10 n def 11.. hehe.. power ba.. hahahah.. like he said b4, i'll keep the higher def one for myself.. n since i got a def 11 panlid, tt'll be mine.. i'm giving the def 10 one to him.. n selling the def 8.. lol
i kne maple is nt as fun now for some.. coz.. it's boring n we've been playing since we were still in college.. lol.. okie.. but i still like it.. coz.. i dunno.. i tink there's alot more of the game that i haven experienced.. the new island tat i've yet to go.. n the higher lvl monsters tat i've yet to defeat.. lol..
i tink i'm toking crap again.. okie.. i'm off le..
nitez n buaiz...
blue @ 1:37 AM
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
dunno wat to say.. haiz.. i'm missing him very badly again.. yarlor.. haiz.
jus saw him onli ytd.. had time wif him the whole afternoon.. watched movie, had lunch.. rested together.. he left my place onli during evening time.. but nw.. i'm missing him like crazy again.. i also dunno y.. haiz..
14 more days before i can see him.. he's nw at marina liaoz.. that carnival @ marina, the national day event.. haiz.. tis stupid event make him hav to wake up at 4.30am every morning.. den dunno wat time den can go back.. he sure will be very tired de.. haiz.. haiz..
den as for me.. noting to do.. watching tv all the time.. haiz
he tell me to get a better panlid for him in maple.. hao ba.. i'll get..
buaiz
blue @ 12:39 PM
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
blog blog blog.. i'm here to blog..
sianz.. brain dead liaoz.. totally.. lol.. coz i slp at 5am tis morning.. yar. guess wat i was doing.. haha.. mapling.. yar.. wif my own account lah.. den.. woke up at abt 11plus.. damn tired nw.. yar..
abit siao lah.. last nite.. but was quit fun.. yar.. hm.. den.. yarlor.. haha.. my character lvl 26 liaoz... den johnny's onli lvl 18.. coz i can play everyday but he cant.. in camp how to play rite.. lol.. so.. yar.. started to play for him today.. erm.. actually wanted to start in the afternoon de.. but.. server update.. so... too bad.. lol.. yar.. den i onli started playing at abt 12am ba.. yarlor.. play almost one hour le.. den onli added 50% to his experience points.. wanna die le.. lol.. i wanna help him lvl up.. yar.. den at least when lvl higher, den we can go explore together mah.. if nt his lvl so low nw.. cant do much also.. haha.. but training a lower lvl character is so tiring.. coz muz hit a couple of times den can kill the monster, nt like my lvl 26 de, alot of monsters can kill wif one hit le.. yarlor.. hmm... nvm lah.. i'll train his.. coz.. yar.. dun wanna hav a too big gap for me n his character.. if nt.. the most i dun play my character until he's character has the same lvl as mine.. =) yapz.. mayb i'll jus do tt..
did i mention tat i wont be able to see him for 19 days after he booked in on sunday? nw got change of plans.. yar.. good ones of coz.. hehe.. he'll be booking out tml nite.. actually shd be jus night's out de.. but instead, think coz their "head" is happy n knows tat they've suffered alot n are very tired.. decided to let them hav a day's off on friday.. yapz.. meanz.. he dun hav to book in on thursday nite after he come out.. means.. i'll hav more time to spend wif him.. yeah!!! haha.. but after tt.. got 2 weeks cant see him.. means.. is 14 days.. yarlor.. 14 days leh.. i wanna die liaoz.. hahahah
hm.. nvm.. can tahan de.. =p hope can lah.. yarlor.. sianz..
dunno wat to say le lah.. brain dead still can say so much rubbish.. i'm really a rubbish.. useless crap wasting land, water, air, money.. everyting lah.. useless idiot.. nvm..
buaiz
blue @ 1:10 AM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
went all the way to sembawang today.. power ba.. lol.. jus to meet him for his night's out.. yapz.. today, he beri lucky... they hav night's out.. yarlor.. guess tis week will be the last week where they'll be having night's out.. coz national day really coming liaoz.. den frm 6-14, he'll hav to be at marina for the carnival.. so sure no chance of having night's out..
haiz.. 19 days cant see him.. minus today, is 18 days left.. dunno how i'm gonna pass this 3weeks.. will die..
i got scolded by mum when i told her tat i was going out again tonite.. den she say.. "always pat tor pat tor.. dun do anithing else.. dunno wat u tinking.. when pple ask us abt how u're doing, we also dunno how to answer.." yar, tat's wat she said.. horrible rite.. i where got always pat tor... onli when he has the chance to come out mah.. last time everyday also pat tor, she also nv say.. nw onli weekends n when he got night's out den i can see him, she also nag nag nag, complain complain complain.. haiz..
aniway, to shut her mouth up.. i decided to go register to learn driving.. i kne i shd hav done that long ago.. but.. nvm.. now really going liaoz.. but the main prob is money.. sianz.. i where got money to pay sia.. haiz.. dun care lah.. jus go register n start wif theory first.. hope can pass le den say ba.. yarlor..
but one tink i thought of was.. it'll be great if i really can drive.. den the car at home will be mine as well.. hehe.. den, i've decided, to send him to camp on sunday nights when he has to book in.. =p like tt he wont hav to leave home so early liaoz.. n wont be so tired... yarlor.. i'm really looking forward to driving him to camp.. hehe.. damn excited abt it.. hahahahah.. hope really can ba.. coz.. i'm nt beri good at recognising roads.. haha.. later get lost in the streets den sure beri funny.. hahahah
hm.. okie ba.. i shd go continue mapling liaoz..
promised him to get him a panlid.. real hard to get sia..
buaiz
blue @ 12:47 AM
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