Friday, November 19, 2004
hihi...
haiz.. quite sad.. yar.. olinda was eliminated liaoz.. i mean frm singapore idol lah.. yar.. although i kinda kne it frm the start.. as in when it's the final 3, u can kinda kne who's gonna be out liaoz.. haiz.. n yapz.. true enuff, olinda's out.. but.. doesnt really mattter... coz dick lee said tat whoever gets out tonite can jus call him.. hahaha.. so.. hm.. =p
okie.. me really hope to get tickets to see the final shwodown on 1st dec.. yar.. coz.. i wanna hear them sing live.. hehe.. yapz... guess who i support most?? i mean between the 2?? =p
it's definitely fashionable to be supporting sylvester... i kne it is.. but.. nopez.. my favourite is taufik.. yapz.. he's definitely the best.. =p coz he's really improved greatly since the start.. n he's improving every week.. he's great.. yapz.. he's voice is so so so nice.. hehehe.. =p i totally support him.. =)
hm.. okie.. me wanna go watch tv liaoz.. hehehe...
buaiz
blue @ 9:16 PM
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
swim swim swimz.. haha
=) today went out wif the guys after phy paper.. yapz.. went to jp for lunch first den went to orchard to watch the INCREDIBLES.. =p damn nice.. haha.. excellent.. yapz.. i like the story.. althought it's jus cartoon.. it's not really jus cartoon.. i mean.. the storyline is meaningful.. yapz.. i like it a lot.. yapz... it's totally.. meaningful... yapz.
dunno wat to say liaoz.. damn slpy
yapz...
buaiz
blue @ 9:58 PM
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
hihi.. =)
wao.. didnt kne i didnt blog for almost a week.. haha... been.. erm.. busy wif.. nothing... haha.. yar... ytd.. had maths n cs... tml.. having phy.. haiz.. can die...
yar.. i tink i'm gonna die my maths n cs... yapz.. i kne i didnt do ani bit well.. yar.. coz... haiz.. cs... sucks... totally.. haiz.. there's so much general stuffs abt cs.. u tink i can answer general qns meh.. hey.. i'm nt a computing freak lor... i dont kne a single shit.. it's so hard.. how am i supposed to answer those freaking qns.. i dun even kne wat is a register... haiz.. =(
nvm... sianz... totally..
i'm sick.. yar.. coughing n having a flu... damn uncomfortable.. haha.. both me n dear sick.. can die.. hahaha.. dunno is he pass the virus to me or was it the other way round.. hahaha.. doesnt really matter.. =p
haiz.. damn bored nw... me gonna watch internal affairs 3...
buaiz
blue @ 12:00 AM
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
wah.. hahaa....
jus realised tat i haven blogged for days.. hehe.. yar.. hm.. last blogged was on monday.. yar.. preparing for maths.. =p
yapz.. maths paper 1 is finally over.. n.. erm.. i dunno.. nt really sure how i did... yar.. hope.. erm.. i wont fail the paper.. coz.. i really can't effort to.. cannot.. i seriously dun wanna lose my place in the university. i cannot!!!
hm.. but... heeh.. been slacking today.. coz.. er.. too much shows to watch le.. haha.. actually.. erm.. okie lah.. coz i decided to watch vcd.. yar.. suddenly felt like watching a jap drama.. so.. yar.. i took it out n onli managed to watch 2 discs.. =)
dunno wat to say le.. yar.. quite tired.. a bit lah.. hehe.. =p
buaiz
blue @ 10:10 PM
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Monday, November 08, 2004
damn it.. argh...
i'll been trying to mug n mug.. n bloody hell i realised tat i seriously hav loads of stuff that i dont kne.. AH!!!!! i'm dying liaoz.. argh... damn damn scared nw.. yes.. i'm nt onli worried.. but also.. SCARED.. i'm starting to freak out.. argh... die die die.. damn damn damn worried nw.. ah.. can someone save me.. argh..
haiz.. i kne i kne.. there's no one out there who'll be able to save me but myself.. i kne.. n i'm trying to mug like hell already... argh.. there are so many many topics.. argh.. i seriously can't manage them all.. omg.. omg.. argh... help help...
haiz.. i'm dying... really dying... haiz...
blue @ 5:30 PM
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hello..
been days liaoz.. haha.. so long nv blog.. =p
hm... seriously.. i'm worried.. beri worried.. coz tml is maths paper 1.. n i seriously haven done much revision.. nt tt i nv do ani... is jus.. it's seriously nt enuff... haiz.. damn worried.. argh...
was smsing miao jus nw.. den she ask who's my exam.. den i told her.. i'm slacking at home watching tv.. haiz.. wat the hell man.. i still hav the.. erm... face to dare to say tt.. hey... tml got paper den still.. argh.. haiz..
wat happens if i really can't get into uni? wat am i to do?? haiz.. although i kinda hav plans le.. but.. are these the best?? definitely nt... going to work.. den study part-time.. argh.. haiz.. i dunnoe lah.. damn worried... haiz... a little too late.. haiz.. forget it...
cmi.. a little hungry nw. i go makan first.. den go mug.. okie...
buaiz
blue @ 1:27 PM
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Friday, November 05, 2004
Simple Plan - Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
blue @ 5:21 PM
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
Ashlee Simpson - Love Me For Me
It's been three days
You come around here like you know me
Your stuff at my place
Next thing you know, you'll be using my toothpaste
Step up, sit down
Get ready, let me tell you who's the boss now
Stay here, get out
Everytime i turn around you're in my face
Don't care where you think you've been, and how you're getting
over
If you think you've got me down
Just wait it gets much colder
Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Shut up, come back
Know i didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through
My head is spinnin'
But my heart is in the right place
Sometimes it has to have it's self a little earthquake
Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
I've been waiting all my life
To finally find you
Just so i can push you away
And when youre crawlin over broken glass to get to me
That's when i'll let you stay
Oh, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Love me for me
blue @ 6:03 PM
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
hihi.. =)
hm.. today nt bad... at least did a bit of revision.. yar.. did maths.. wif my dear.. ahhaha.. yar.. hm... at first, we went to mac to hav breakfast.. den.. studied there for a while.. but coz damn damn noisy.. den decided to cum home n study lor.. ahha.. yar..
dad's at home today as well.. sick.. mc.. hahaha.. yar.. =p
haiz.. tml... gp liaoz.. die... haiz... means a lvl also cuming paper by paper le.. haiz.. =(
forget it.. haha.. it's tv time.. =p
buaiz
blue @ 9:09 PM
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud so that no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright
No you don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding
No you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright
No you don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what its like, what its like
To be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when your down you feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you
No you don't know what its like
To be hurt to be lost to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down you feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you
Welcome to my life.
blue @ 10:00 PM
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Monday, November 01, 2004
Simple Plan - Perfect
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you, proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
blue @ 5:33 PM
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