Thursday, September 30, 2004
i'm bcak.. haha
i mean.. yar.. i shd i'd be writing.. or did i say i might.. hm... nvm.. haha.. aniway, i'm back here writing.. =) yapz..
okie.. jus nw, i actually said i wanna study, but in the end.. i did nt as usual.. haha.. yar.. was in bed the whole day.. hahah.. yar.. like a pig.. =p wateva.. yar.. haha.. doesnt really matter.. hahaha.... yar.. den woke up abt 6.. coz my mum came home.. den, i got changed n we went out for dinner.. haha.. yar...
today is my parent's 25th anniversary.. yar.. so they decided to go out for dinner lah. haha.. yar.. went to a restaurant near jss.. yar.. ard tt area.. call lotus garden restaurant.. yar.. the food there nt bad.. thai food.. i mean.. sumting like thai food lah.. but nt totally tat kinda style.. yar.. more.. erm.. nicer for locals.. yapz.. coz nt tt spicy n sweet n stuff.. =)
yapz.. my mum invited my 3 aunties wif us.. of coz tt includes their husbands lah.. yar.. so total we had 9 pple.. haha.. me kinda like extra there.. coz.. erm.. odd number mah... den they all same generation, den i'm the youngest.. haha... yar.. there was one part that i felt so nice... it's tt they we toking abt their anniversary dates n stuffs.. i find it so sweet.. i mean.. they all got married for so long le.. den still all rmb their anniversary dates n stuffs.. like the date they registered.. i mean... u get wat i mean?? haha.. yar.. its so damn sweet.. so so so really sweet.. hahaha.. yar.. nice... how i wish my husband will also rmb such special dates.. yapz.. den we celebrate it together.. yar.. i mean.. yarlah.. make n effort to like spend the special moment together.. so sweet.. hahaha
okie.. i tink i siao le lah.. hahaha.. mayb i'm tired le?? hahaha.. mayb.. but.. i slp quite a bit jus nw le.. hahaha.. yar.. nt really well jus nw coz slp le wake up slp le wake up.. dunno how many times le.. haha.. i guess i might be tired.. hahaha... aniway.. i waiting for johnny as usual lah... yar... coz... he actually said tt we'll be slping at 11 de.. den at 11, i msg him to see if he's ready to slp.. coz he's usually the one who makes sure i dun slp too late.. haha.. but look at the time nw.. almost 12 liaoz leh.. haha.. den.. haiz.. still haven msg me.. wonder wat he's doing.. playing game or watching tv.. hm.. i dunno.. haha.. dun care lah.. anithing is all his business.. hahaha.. okie... yar.. it's also mine.. but.. wateva lah.. hahah
hm.. sumtimes i feel tat he's really a MC (without the P).. haha.. yar.. coz.. erm... i hav to report to him abt where i go n stuffs.. yar.. to a certain extent i understand that he's concerned abt me n he cares abt my whereabouts.. but sumtimes.. he asks details.. n u kne me.. i dun really like telling details.. i mean.. i sumtimes dun really like to report everything.. i choose to report or nt.. it's like.. i dun really like to be overly tied up.. yar.. coz.. i'm a free ger.. i mean.. care free kinda free.. haha.. yar... i hav my own ways n stuffs.. i dun really like pple overly controlling me.. it's sumtimes like i'm his property.. den.. erm.. i dunnoe.. haha.. dun really hav much freedom of my own.. although i kne he tries his best to let me do tings tt i like although he might nt be wif me.. like tt time going to sentosa wif pple frm nuquest.. but.. i'm quite sure tt he doesnt like it.. yar.. but.. i mean.. haiz.. yar.. hahaha... nvm.. too lazy to explain... yar.. if u kne me, u'll kne wat i mean.. hahahah
okie lah.. i seriously hav to go le.. cmi le.. haha..
buaiz
blue @ 11:55 PM
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i'm home... =)
it's early today, yar, i kne.. =) coz... new timetable says tat we end sch damn early these days... n it's like lastest is 1.40.. yar.. onli wed 1.40.. den mon n thurs 11.25, tues n fri 12.55.. haha.. good life rite.. ahha.. i also kne.. hahaha...
but but.. it's coz A lvl cuming le.. yar.. abt a mth more.. den start le.. yapz.. tt'll be my death date.. haha.. yar.. sure die de lah.. okie.. i shdnt be saying such tings.. coz i shd start mugging le.. yar... i really hav to lah.. n i'm gonna start today.. okie.. i'm gonna do sum dumb stuffs.. coz i'm gonna take out my sec sch a-maths stuffs to mug... i mean differentiation n integration.. plus of coz permutation n combination... wanna kne y i wanna mug tis few topics first... coz i returned all my knowledge of tis few topics back to ms jenny ng le.. hahaa. yar.. my a maths teacher in sec sch.. the discipline mistress summore.. hahaha... erm.. did i spell it right.. haha.. doesnt really matter lah..
yar.. i'm damn sianz.. coz... haiz.. i got a straight F for phy le.. yar.. got back phy today... paper 1-4... 5 ah-seng still marking.. haiz.. sianz... paper 1 : 22/60, paper 2 : 20/90, paper 3 : 27/110, paper 4 : 27/40... haiz.. can die.. wat kind of shitty results is tis.. really like shit.. yar yar... go ahead n luff at tis kinda results if u wan.. GO AHEAD.. i dun care abt tis shit... it's really jus a pile of shit to me.. really... wat did i do sia... all in the range of 20 plus.. like shit sia... fuck me.. FUCK... wateva... haiz
tml shd be getting back CS, Maths n GP... haiz.. CS sure gone case... sure no hope de.. coz joseph said we scored like shit... beri bad... n it's the whole class lah.. so.. haiz.. i'm quite sure i'm gonna be the last one.. but aaron insists tt he'll be last... i dunnoe.. haha.. who cares.. i tink the 3 CS teachers already given up hope on me le.. yar.. i seriously tink they've given up hope on me.. this shitty student.. coz no one's failed A lvl computing n i'll be the one breaking the record.. YES I WILL... haiz.. wateva.. actually quite depressed nw lah.. but.. NVM.. yar.. the maths.. haiz.. sure kana screwed also.. but i tink wont get F.. i seriously hope i wont.. get E or O also beta than F... i hope n i wish i can get a D.. but.. i dun tink i will... haiz.. sure shitty results again.. den GP.. i dunnoe.. tis one can't predict.. beri hard to predict.. coz.. it's nt like the others where it's more standard... GP.. i dunno.. i hope i wont fail lah.. coz although i've nv passed really wif flying colours.. i dun tink i failed tt badly b4.. yar.. always borderline kinda results.. either pass by a few marks or fail by a few.. yar.. so i guess n i hope i get get through wif GP.. yar.. seriously.. i fail anithing also can but cannot fail GP for my prelims... i cannot..
haiz.. there's really nothing much i can do nw aniway.. coz.. it's already over.. i mean we've already sat for those papers n all are already marked.. even if nt marked.. we already handed them up.. so there's really nothing i can do nw.. really nothing.. jus wait for them to cum back to me lor.. yar.. n see how bad i did... haiz.. nvm.. haiz..
okie.. i'm quite in nt a beri good mood nw.. damn sianz.. i dunnoe wat to say.. guess i crapped a lot abt sch le.. haiz.. okie.. i might jus write again later.. coz it's so early in the day n i tink i'll hav more to say later in the evening or at night.. we'll see how.. haiz...
buaiz...
wish me luck in the papers i'll be receiving tml..
jus hope i can pass a few.. haiz.. nvm
good bye
blue @ 12:21 PM
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
okie, hihi.. =)
today after phy design qn, me, johnny, wenda n aaron went out for lunch.. yar.. went all the way down to orchard.. aaron wanna bring us out for good food.. it's erm.. called Mushroom Pot.. i mean the shop name.. yapz.. it's at OG Orchard... at level 4...
seriously, i can't deny tt it's really good food.. yapz.. beri healthy.. coz most of the stuff we ate were mushrooms.. haha.. it's sumting like, erm... steamboat like tt.. haha.. u dump all the ingredients into the mushroom soup n boil.. yar.. nice nice... real healthy lor.. haha.. but the bad bad ting is.. it's damn damn ex.. yar.. really beri ex.. we 4 person rite.. bill was like 133 bucks.. damn ex rite.. one person abt 33 leh.. kaoz.. really really ex lor.. but.. haiz.. wat to do.. it's really really good food lor.. haha.. really nice.. muz admit.. hhahaha.. but.. heartache.. coz of the price.. okie.. although i didnt really pay much.. haha.. i paid onli 10 bucks.. johnny paid 50 bucks for the both of us.. y we one person pay 30 bucks onli is coz wenda said he'll pay the rest for us.. hahah.. yar... thanx wenda.. =)
haiz.. okie.. although i paid onli 10 bucks n had such great food.. but i still quite heartache.. coz johnny broke le... yar.. den he told me he even advanced sum of his nx month's pocket money.. omg.. he always like tt.. can't he let me pay for sum tings.. haiz.. i hate it when he's broke.. coz he's such a MC (u kne wat i mean my MC? it's MCP without the P, haha).. yar... coz he jus wont let me pay for my own stuffs.. he always insist that he pays.. den sumtimes, coz he's broke, we'll end up nt going out... coz he dun wan me to be the one paying for anithng. haiz.. u kne lor.. i'm the type who'd rather spend more time with u.. jus time doesnt mean we hav to spend money rite.. haiz... i kne i'm the type who loves good food n good stuffs.. but.. i'd love to spend more time wif him.. coz.. aiyo.. u kne y de lah.. yar..
haiz.. dunno wat to say le.. haha.. damn bored nw.. nothing beta to do... sianz.. tml lessons start le.. sianz.. okie, nt really lessons lah.. but it's jus we're surely gonna get back our papers.. tinking abt tat, i'm really sianz liaoz.. coz.. i kne i've flung all my papers.. i kne i didnt do well.. coz.. i didnt even study lor.. sianz.. wat u wan.. haiz.. forget it.. face my own consequence... coz i was the one who created all this shit for myself.. yar... wateva..
hm.. slping at 11 later.. coz gotta make him slp more.. he's like a panda le.. i mean.. gonna be like one le.. look at his eyes.. i tink hor.. after we started dating rite.. he's really lacking of slp.. haha.. coz i'm the type who likes to slp beri late... den... he always wanna slp at the same time.. so... yarlah.. coz of me, he slp late also... den he every morning 5 plus wake up le.. he said de lah.. haha.. so.. haiz.. i wan him to slp more.. so he muz slp by 11 today.. which means tt i also hav to.. haha..
okie lah.. i shd go le..
buaiz
blue @ 10:33 PM
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
hihi.. =)
quite bored nw.. yar.. once again, i'm alone at home.. yar.. sianz.. hahah.. erm.. been like tat for quite sum time le.. yar.. parents always go out at night after dinner leaving me alone at home.. den my bro been working the later shift, so cum back late.. so.. yar.. i'm home alone.. ahaha
actually it's okay lah.. yar.. the onli ting i dun like is tt i hav nothing to do.. yar.. really nothing but to watch tv n sit in front of the com.. yarlor.. damn sian.. haiz...
oh.. yar... how i wish i can change phone.. my current phone is really like shit lor... yar.. sianz... always can't find reception de.. everywhere also cant de... even at home also cant... den.. jp also like tt.. beri often can't find reception... den.. i hafta off the phone, den turn on again so tt got reception... damn stupid rite.. haiz.. how i wish i can get a new phone... yar... erm.. actually tinking abt N-gage QD... but.. ex lah... haiz... no plan abt 400 bucks.. sianz.. where to get so much money sia.. den.. haiz.. i also nt beri willing to let johnny use his pocket money to buy the phone for me.. yar... he knes i like tt phone coz i can play games.. haha.. yar.. he kne i bored until i wanna get phone wif games.. but... yar.. nt cheap leh.. ex lor.. sianz... yar.. haiz..
wateva lah.. no point telling my parents abt it either.. coz.. i brought up the fact tt my phone dying le.. reception always can't find.. den u kne wat my dad say.... he say i'm finding excuses to change phone.. den he say i always like tt.. but.. is it really wrong to want to change a phone when the current one is like shit n half dead?? haiz.. forget it lah.. nvm.. the most i save up more to get it myself lor... den the best is let them kne my phone is like shit n can't find me for once.. they'll kne i need a new phone.. haha.. but.. haiz.. nt possible lah...
sianz.. i dun feel like saying animore tings le...
buaiz
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Monday, September 27, 2004
okie... it's my turn to update le.. =)
yapz.. i almost forget tt i nv update today.. haha.. coz... nt online as long as i used to be mah.. haha.. yar... coz.. erm.. johnny came over since morning... okie, nt really morning lah.. but... erm... abt 11 lor.. yar.. den... spent the whole day.. izzit the whole day.. hm.. haha.. almost lah.. yar.. we were together... yar.. =p
erm.. dinner me n him went to fish n co.. yapz.. =) coz miao's working at 6-11 mah.. yar.. den coz last week i said i wanna eat fish n co.. haha.. den today he bring me there lor.. =) yapz.. as usual lah.. he paid for it.. yar... 57plus lor... quite ex lah.. haha.. n as usual, he's broke again coz of me... hm.. me tinking.. aaron say he bringing us to sum place for great mushroom soup.. den he say beri ex, muz bring loads of money.. haha.. den johnny how.. he's already bankrupt le.. how to bring loads of money?? haahahah... haiz.. nvm lah.. i guess... i shd pay tis time.. =p dun care.. yar... i hope i can.. haha... coz... u kne lah.. hahaha.. me also nt having a beri good financial status.. haha.. yar... erm.. had nv felt 'rich' since i got into jj... yar... spent most of my money in bank le.. yarlor.. sad case.. ahah.. yar.. but.. nvm lah... guess i'm used to it le.. summore.. haha.. i got husband to feed me.. =p although my husband also dying le.. hahahha
yar. hm.. okie.. miao's hair.. hm... nt bad actually.. i thought it wasnt as erm.. explosive as i thought it would be.. haha.. i mean.. i thought miao would make it more.. erm.. striking.. haha.. yar.. like.. nvm.. haha.. but as a whole.. actually the hair was really nt bad.. =) yar.. not bad miaoz.. =) oh.. den i was telling johnny tat i also wanna go make my hair after As.. yar.. shd be dying blue wif copper red highlights.. haha.. i dunnoe lah.. nt sure.. but.. i'm quite sure tt i'll do sumting to my hair.. haha.. yar.. at least a highlight.. yapz... highlight is the least.. or mayb i might rebond my hair.. haha.. but.. it's kinda waste of money lah.. haha.. no use i tink.. hahaha.. nvm.. hm.. oh. yar... suddenly thought abt doing hair extension.. yar.. mayb i can extend my hair.. =) as in wif diff colours de lah.. yar.. nice colour.. =) den i can get the kinda hairstyle i'm thought of giving myself.. yeah.. hm.. mayb i'll jus do tt.. hahah.. yar.. =p
but actually, johnny said he'll prefer black hair.. haha.. yar.. coz if he say if i make the colour nt nice, he wont like.. hm.. k lor.. dunno lah.. hahah.. see how.. =p
okie.. actually i'm still quite full nw.. haha.. ya... dinner was a filling one.. beri filling.. yar.. coz.. erm.... seafood platter for 2 is really a lot lor.. yar.. really a lot.. ah.. besides tat still got fried calamari.. can die.. really beri beri filling.. haha.. summore go out wif him for meals sure dun hav chance to eat less de.. haha. yar.. always force me to eat.. coz.. he say if i dun eat, he'll heartache.. hahah.. damn funny.. but aniway, i'll most of the times listen to him lah... unless i'm really unwilling, den i'll go against his thought.. =p
yar.. so dun tink tat i love him until i dun hav a self of my own.. he dont really own me.. although he.. erm.. actually does.. haahh.. does he.. haha.. aniway.. haha.. yarlah.. bf onli wat.. haha.. okie lah.. laogong laogong.. haha.. nvm.. =p i still can hav ways of my own.. ya... =p coz he knes i dun really like pple to make me hav to change the ways i do tings jus coz of them.. i mean.. i dun like to be forced.. i hate to be forced.. yar.. =p
aiya.. i dunno wat to say le... he jus messaged.. i haven read, but i bet muz be ask me when i wanna slp.. haha.. actually, i wanna slp le... quite tired.. =)
buaiz
blue @ 11:55 PM
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Sunday, September 26, 2004
hi.. =) i'm back for the 2nd entry of the day.. yapz.. =p
hm.. okie.. i hav nothing beta to do nw.. unless u wanna say sitting in front of the tv lah.. haha.. yar.. hm.. okie.. today nt alone at home.. but.. it's jus me, my bro n his gf.. yar... 3 only.. dad n mum went out...
hm.. although is 3 person.. all doing diff tings.. haha.. yar.. his gf slping in his room.. den he's in the living room watching tv plus reading his harry potter on his pocketpc.. yar.. den me.. hm.. running in n out of my room.. watching tv, starting at monitor... den.. trying to control myself frm getting rubbish food.. haha.. yar...
sianz ar.. i dunno wat to do sia... bored to death le.. haha.. yar.. n a little headache lor.. like i said lah.. tink is coz of my eyes.. yar.. so.. erm.. i'm trying once again not to stare at the screen.. yar.. i'm looking at sumwhere else to avoid my eyes having to look at the screen.. hahaha..
okie lah... i dunno wat to say le.. haha.. yar.. sianz.. tink i go sit in front of the tv ba.. =)
oh... miaoz.. tink shd be le lah.. coz he say we going there to eat dinner at 6.. haha.. so means gonna visit u at ur work.. =p cya tml..
muacks
buaiz
blue @ 9:09 PM
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hi pple.. =)
i'm finally back home.. yar.. went out since.. erm.. 11 plus i tink.. haha.. yar.. went all the way to takashimaya to eat lunch.. quite siao de rite.. hahah.. yar... but it's coz whole family go together.. so.. nt bad lah.. =)
guess wat we had for dinner.. haha.. crystal jade.. yar.. omg.. haha.. quite ex i muz say... hahaa.. but really lah.. the food nt bad.. =) yapz.. we ate dian xin.. nice nice.. i'm wondering.. is crystal jade a cooperate frm hongkong?? haha.. coz the pple there almost all speak cantonese de.. haha.. n the dian xin style is hongkong style.. ahah.. nvm.. actually it doesnt really matter lah.. haha.. =)
yapz.. den after lunch.. walk at taka for a short while.. yar.. really beri short while.. hahah... den went to chinatown.. y go chinatown.. coz go buy mooncake.. yar... den went to my grandma's house, at bukit batok... their my mum's parents.. my dad's parents both gone le.. yar.. sad... but.. nvm.. =)
nw.. i'm home.. totally tired n worn out.. damn damn tired.. so so so.. bth.. haha.. eyes closing le.. really is closing le...
okie.. mayb i'll write again tonite.. see how ba.. i wanna go nap a while.. yar.. nap in front of the tv.. hehe.. =)
okie.. buaiz
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
hi everyone.. =p nvm..
haha.. okie.. been slacking the whole day as usual.. yar.. watched.. erm.. 1 movie on my com today.. it's 'the sweetest thing'.. haha. yar.. got the movie from my bro's com... yapz.. erm.. okie.. the movie is a little 'se'.. yar... it's nt RA.. coz u dun actually see anithing.. but.. it's jus their conversations n stuffs.. haha.. yar.. sum pasts are damn funny... haha.. yar.. quite idiotic i muz say.. hahaha.. yar....
nvm abt tt.. okie.. =) on regards to my previous entry.. erm.. haha.. jus ignore it.. i mean.. okie.. dun literally ignore it.. but it's jus.. dun bother too much abt wat i said.. yar.. coz... erm.. haha.. it's nt really tt impt.. yar.. really nt.. coz.. i was jus crapping coz i was having a mood swing.. but tt night itself, i was fine once again.. yes i was.. n we even chatted on the phone.. haha.. yar... get used to my mood swings lah.. hhahaah.. seems to be happening quite often tis days.. i also dunno y.. hahaha... nvm.. =)
okie.. let's tok abt sumting stupid.. ahaha.. it's actually abt ytd's stuff.. yapz.. we, as in me n johnny, like i said went to gek poh rite.. yar.. den as usual, we'll go to tis handphone shops.. okie, coz there aint much shops there.. yar.. haha.. den we were looking n then the topic abt me changing phone popped up.. yar... saying tat i shd change phone le.. den he was saying tis phone nt bad, tt one also nt bad.. haha.. den say, wat phone shd i get.. n-gage qd?? haha.. den i was like.. yar.. i admit tat phone is nt bad coz got the games tat i can play.. haha.. okie.. i'm attracted to the sims... yapz.. but den i say.. 'haha.. i change phone.. u pay ar.. siaoz.. like i got money like tat...' den u kne wat he say.. he said.. hm.. can consider me buying for u.. haha.. i was like.. huh??!!!
tink he's quite crazy lah.. siao guy.. okie.. i kne he beri teng wo.. but den... is spending money on me the real right way to pamper sumone.. yar.. i mean.. hm.. seems to be quite a waste of money on sumone leh.. i mean.. okie.. i kne when u like sumone so much, u'll wanna giv all u can to tat person.. but hor.. hm.. i dunno wat to say lah.. haha.. i'm planning to get him the gundam figure for him, the gundam wing zero custum.. n erm.. it's coz 300+ almost 400 i tink.. haha.. okie... i kne how he feels.. but.. erm.. nvm..
haha.. but sumtimes, i'm tinking... if he really wans to get it for me.. i dun mind... hahaha... coz i've been tinking abt changing a phone for beri long le.. haha.. n he knes abt it.. he knes tat i wanna change a phone.. to a beta phone where i can play games on.. coz my phone really useless, can't play anithing.. yar.. so.. erm.. okie.. but i guess.. i shdnt really let him pay for everything tat i wan.. he's nt rich... i mean.. yar.. he get's broke coz of me every mth... coz we go out then he'll be the one paying for almost everyting.. yarlor.. den.. haiz.. i feel quite bad sumtimes.. yarlor.. quite.. erm.. bad lah.. hahaha
okie.. i dunno wat to say le.. hahaha.. quite bored nw.. can't believe i can sit in front of the tv n com for the whole day... seriously, i tink it's really bad for the eyes.. coz my eyes aint feeling beri good tis days.. guess i'm looking too much at such screens.. yarlor.. okie..
buaiz, gotta rest my eyes.. =)
blue @ 5:55 PM
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Friday, September 24, 2004
hi.. okie.. i'm back frm my 3rd mth anniversary outing.. yar.. wateva..
haiz.. i dunno lah.. nt feeling very happy.. quite moody actually.. yar.. damn sianz.. guess it's nothing to do wif blaming him or anithing.. guess it's abt me myself.. i dunnoe... jus aint too happy abt anithing.. yar...
okie, actually, i was totally fine.. b4 phy paper 3 today, after the paper, den after lunch, b4 movie n even after movie.. i was totally fine.. yes i was.... okie.. we watched the new police story today... wif alvin, wenda n aaron.. yar.. okie.. i'm totally fine abt watching movies wif my classmates.. yes i sure am.. but.. i dunnoe.. haiz.. dunno wat to say.. coz...
actually i told him tt i wanna eat fish n co for dinner de.. den he at first say okie, up to me.. den... in the end.. we ended up at gek poh.. eating mcdonalds... okie.. fine.. nvm.. he say he will bankrupt.. okie.. nvm.. nvm.. haiz.. dunno y lah.. jus became quite moody.. haiz.. yar.. forget it.. yar.. nvm.. nothing much aniway.. nothing special.. wateva... haiz.. it's jus.. sumtimes... haiz.. i dunnoe
sumtimes.. i get sick of the tings tat we do.. yar.. it's nt tat i dun like him animore or wat.. seriously, i like him.. i like us.. yes... i really do.. but.. it's jus.. i dunno... i'm getting bored abt things.. can't we find other things to do?? can't we go to other parts of singapore?? haiz haiz.. omg.. suddenly i feel like crying.. omg.. haha.. nvm.. okie.. i shall continue... yar... haiz.. i really hate staying ard jurong area, ard my house area.. can't we like go sumwhere else??? i really haven been to orchard for ages le lor.. okie.. i kne orchard is boring, coz also nothing special.. but.. at least beta than jp rite.. haiz.. i dunnoe.. sumtimes, i jus wish we werent together.. sumtimes.. being together is as good as not.. u get wat i mean.. haiz.. i dun tink u understand... we aint really tat totally great like we seem to be.. okie.. do we seem great.. okie.. NO WE DONT... we dont look like couples at times... or i shd say.. MOST OF THE TIME... we've nv really been out to hav FUN together.. yes.. i muz say.. NEVER... i hate tis.. i thought couples shd be able to spend happy moments together.. memoriable moments.. but.. wat hav the hell we done... i cant tink of anithing special.. yes.. NOTHING SPECIAL... nothing.. jus a BORING relationship.. okie.. yes.. i dunno.. mayb i'm saying too much.. wat i mean is i'm saying a bit over le.. nt really tat absolute.. but.. it's jus... y can't we hav real fun together... i mean.. hav a grp of frenz whom we can go out to parties together wif.. a group whom we can spend time at the beach together wif... a grp whom we spend time at ktv, to eat, to play pool.. or even a grp of frenz whom he can play his bball wif n me being wif them to support n watch them play... yar.. u get wat i mean.. as in.. we dun hav to always.. go out means movie n movie n movie rite... sianz.. spending in the cinema so fun meh?? okie.. i admit tt i like movies.. but.. it's a different case okie.. coz.. it's.. i mean.. movies can go wif everyone/anione rite.. wont it be beta if we could spend happy n more meaningful times together.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.... i seriously quite affected nw... haiz.. omg... haiz...
haiz.. can't stand tis sumtimes... heartbroken.. i dunnoe.. he nv do anithing bad.. it's jus.. i can't really get it over for myself.. can't we jus hav a sweeter relationship?? a simpler one?? y make tings so difficult at times.. i dunno.. haiz.. wanting to hav more special time wif him also difficult.. it's jus.. haiz.. it's worst than having to live at two ends of the world.. u get wat i'm toking abt??
haiz.. wateva.. yar.. wateva.. mayb it's jus one of my mood swings again... mayb it is, mayb nt.. i dunno either.. it's jus.. i'm nt really happy nw... trying for force myself to smile n be as if nothing happen... haiz.. i dunnoe.. okie.. i kne miao said tat we don't hav to put a strong front all the time.. but.. wat can i do.. tt's my character... i always seem stronger than i am... i jus can't make myself show, i mean SHOW, the weaker side of me.. i can't even make myself show him my other side.. although i'm sure tat he knes tat i'm nt as tough as i seem, but he's nv seen me cry or aniting.. coz he knes i wont, i told him b4... he's asked me y... but... i dun hav an answer myself.. coz.. i jus can't... i cant make myself show... i can't... haiz.. it's so hard on me.. i onli cry n wateva alone.. yes.. alone.. i nv allow pple to see the other side... nt even my parents... nope, nt even them... onli a minority grp of pple has seen me in tears b4.. yes.. minority..
wanna kne wat.. i'm a very fragile person.. seriously i am.. i get hurt easily.. but.. it's jus.. i recover fast n i... ignore tings at time.. i get over quick.. haiz.. yar...
i hate it when i start toking tings so much abt myself.. as in.. it's.. haiz.. i dunnoe.. jus can't get myself to do such tings.. i hate the feeling.. i... i... argh.. nvm..
forget it.. i tink i'll get over very soon...
yar.. okie.. i will.. n i'm FINE.. dun worry...
buaiz
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
hihi.. =)
nw busy playing game wif alvin.. haha.. yar.. playing memory.. hahaha.. okie.. i choose the game.. haha.. coz i wanna test how forgetful i am.. ahaha.. seriously.. i had a beri beri had memory.. hahahah.. =)
tml.. hm... say abt today first.. aha.. yar...
today, i spent the whole day watching shows.. okie.. films.. haha.. yar... finished watching my other 2 vcds... den watched legally blond.. haha.. yar.. erm.. it's LB2.. haha.. got it frm my bro's com.. yapz.. actually got lotsa other movies.. but.. i also dunno y i choose tat one.. haha.. tink i'm jus too board le.. hahah.. yar.. i guess so.. hahaha.. =)
okie.. tml.. hahah... say sumting good first.. =p it's our 3rd mth anniversary le.. =) yapz.. hahaha.. okie.. nvm.. say sumting else.. hm.. tml.. physics paper 3.. hahaha.. okie.. i'm ready to fail the paper again.. hahaha.. nvm.. hahaha..
hm.. dunno y today dun feel like writing essay.. haha.. nothing much in my mind... all i had said was crap.. haha.. nvm...
okie, me go eat blueberry & apple strudle.. erm. nt sure how u spell it.. but wateva.. =p off for food..
buaiz
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
haha.. okie.. it's me again.. =p
of coz it's me.. tis is MY blog.. haha.. if i dont write.. who will??? =p
once again.. a day of screwed up papers.. hahahaha.. i made a mess again.. hahaha... heck.. like i said... i'm nt at all bothered.. haha.. yar.. who cares mah.. onli PRELIMS mah.. hahaha.. okie.. tis is.. zi wo an wei.. hahaha.. wateva..
haha.. okie... blog hopping again.. hahah.. =) nvm.. nt gonna comment much i guess.. i DONT hav the right to... haha.. aniway, y shd i?? rite.. i shd leave pple alone.. haha.. yar.. =p i guess i shd.. =) i'm fine pple.. dun worry.. haha.. seen through le.. yar... through all right... yapz... =) i've gotta live my life aniway...
seriously, i'm missing my Nuquest frenz.. omg.. i do miss them.. =) haha.. okie.. tt includes aylwin.. =p hehe.. yar... but but.. dun get the wrong idea.. yapz.. i miss them all.. coz they are really good frenz.. i really tink they are great... mayb it's because they all older than me.. den.. the kinda mindset is so diff frm the people ard me.. i mean pple of the same age lah.. haha.. yar.. i guess.. i prefer sticking ard wif older pple.. hahaha.. yar.. mayb it's cause they got more experience in life ba.. =) yapz.. haha.. they are a great bunch of pple.. =) dunno y.. i guess pple at work is still the best.. haahahha.. i hope tis will be true even after i'm out to the workforce.. hahah.. =)
aniway, i spent my afternoon today watching movies... haha... yar.. had lunch wif johnny, den went to rent vcds home.. =) hehe.. yar.. dun anihow tink.. haha.. he didnt cum over to watch wif me.. sad.. haha.. coz he say, his mum alone at home, erm.. nt really alone, but coz his dad went back to hongkong, so he wanna be a good son n go home accompany his mum.. hahaha.. okie.. i wanted to stop him.. but, u kne me.. i dun stop pple.. as in... i dun like to force pple in doing things against their will.. yapz... reminds me of sumting wilson told me.. haha.. he said that the interesting ting abt me n the reason y he choose me as one of his frenz.. erm.. okie.. forget the details.. haha.. but wat he said was... i'm a agreeable person.. n he finds tat amazing abt me.. hm.. is it amazing or sumting else.. ahhah.. i can't rmb.. haha.. yar... my memory's getting poor.. haha.. beri poor at times.. =p
aniway.. haha.. abt the movies.. okie.. i kne u pple will say i'm nuts lah.. haha.. but the 4 vcds i rented are, enter the phoenix (mandrain film by stephen fung, eason chan, daniel wu, karen mok.. etc), haunted mansion (english film by eddie murphy), lilo n stich the movie, and brother bear.. =) yapz.. tok quite sum time at the shop trying to choose wat i wan.. haha... den decided to get tis 4.. coz my main purpose was to get enter the phoenix.. coz it's a comedy... n wanted to watch it when it was on screen, but missed it.. =) den since the other 3 tat i got i'd nv had a chance to watch them... decided to grab it.. =)
yapz.. watched enter the phoenix n haunted mansion.. yar.. nt bad i muz say.. haha.. okie lah.. both quite dumb.. but nt bad.. =) yapz... actually i wanted to get more romance stories.. hehe.. okie.. i kne i kne.. u pple already kne i'm a romantic film lover... n wat's wrong wif it.. =p cant i hav a personal choice of the kinda movie preference i hav?? huh... can rite.. =p haha.. yar.. =p
hm... dunnoe wat to do tml.. no sch coz no paper.. yapz.. but u kne me.. haha.. i wont be studying aniway.. haha.. yar.. so... it's okie.. =p
oh... tml will be wenting's b'day.. happy birthday ger... =) 17 le hor.. ahha.. nt bad nt bad.. =p so cant be childish animore, cant bully ur daddy le hor.. hahaha.. =) i'll pass u ur present on friday.. =)
oh.. okie.. yar.. friday.. okie okie.. it's his birthday.. i kne i kne.. yar.. okie.. since i bought his gift, i'll giv it to him... since i bought, y keep it at home.. jus wanted to giv him sumting... it's okie... even if he doesnt want it after all, it's okie i guess.. like i said, since i got it for him, i'm giving it to him.. okie.. it's no big deal.. okie.. even if he might choose nt to talk to me animore, i can shut up n ask sumone else to pass the present to him for me.. yar.. tat's it.. y shd i tink so much.. =)
okie okie.. i guess i'm gonna stop writing.. been sitting here for a damn long time.. watched 2 movies... typed such a long essay again.. haha.. i'm off.. =) eyes are tired.. wanted to nap, but i guess it's too late.. =p
okie, buaiz
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
hihi.. =)
it's actually tv time for those who kne me.. haha... yapz.. but i decided to take the commercial break time to cum update my blog.. =) sweet rite.. hahaha.. *winks.. =p
aniway.. today hav maths paper 2... yapz.. i screwed myself upside down again... haha.. yar.. i'm totally screwed by tis paper.. yapz.. totally dead le.. =) but i guess i wont care so much.. haha.. coz.. erm gonna prepare for a lvls dan for tis prelim.. coz it's to late to do anithing nw aniway.. haha.. =)
hm.. heck.. sianz.. haha...
kk, me go continue wif my tv liaoz.. haha..
buaiz
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Monday, September 20, 2004
hi pple.. =)
yar, i jus updated my other blog after doing a blog tour.. yapz.. haha.. whoeva can read tat blog n still bothers to kne wat i write there.. u might wanna visit it... yar.. i wonder if the person whom i dedicate the entry to will read it.. i hope so.. yar.. hm.. nvm.. haha
yapz.. it's the 2nd week of prelims.. yeah.. hahah.. i sound happy.. hm.. NO.. haha.. seriously, today's paper is a killer.. screwed the class upside down once again.. yar.. tough paper.. okie.. erm.. mayb nt tt extremely.. but.. hm.. nvm.. haha.. because of tt bloody paper.. johnny's kinda affected.... yar.. been damn sad the whole afternoon le.. okie.. i wasnt wif wif after the paper.. but he told me in our sms lah... yar.. how i wish i could be wif him.. yar.. coz... my usual happy-go-lucky bf is having a bad mood.. n 'seeing' him like tat hurts me.. yar... coz... it's nt the usual him lor.. haiz... but.. haiz...
seriously, sumtimes, i wonder y pple tink so much abt wat has already happened.. like exams.. after the paper is over.. y tink so much abt it?? seriously... u tink i care so much.. i don't lor.. yar... if i really care so much.. den wont i be in total bad mood for my entire jc life... of coz nt.. i dun giv a toss abt it.. haha.. over means over le... if i flung, den flung lah... wat can i do.. i made my own mistake for nt revising enuff.. but wat can i do.. the paper's handed up for marking.. if i'm dead, i'm dead.. there's nothing i can do to get me back to life rite.. haiz.. yar
tml's maths paper 2... haven revised a bit yet.. haha.. tt's as usual lah.. haha.. erm.. is it really usual?? hm.. okie.. been usual since i got into jj.. yar.. if u kne me frm sec sch.. u tink i'm like tt.. hm.. i dun tink so.. haha.. wateva lah.. like i said in the other blog, pple change.. so wat if my attitude towards studies hav change.. so wat.. haha.. doesnt matter, does it.. wateva i guess... heck.. to lazy to be bothered.. yar...
hm.. quite tired... yar.. wanted to hav a nap jus nw.. but couldnt really slp... mind couldnt be totally shut off... slp for like 10 min, then woke up.. den.. headache.. yar.. aiya.. dun care.. been having headache quite frequently.. who cares.. jus pop more panadol can le.. yar.. i'm nt a bit bothered.. nt a bit abt anithing.. heck.. n my eyes are getting blur very often nwadays.. wateva lah.. mayb i shd let my eyes rest more often by removing my lenses.. hm... u tink i will.. if u kne me.. i wont.. muahahhaha... wateva.. yar.. heck..
buaiz
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
hello.. =)
hm.. tml continues my prelim.. hahah.. yar.. it's cs paper 2.. hm.. i tink i got more confident in failing tis prelim than passing it.. hahahah.. yar... sianz... i've nt touched a single ting yet... haha.. sianz.. sure can die... =p
aniway.. heck lah... hahahah... dun feel like caring so much.. wateva lah.. aniway onli prelim.. haha.. easy to be said.. =p abt a month plus more, i'll be having my a lvl.. haha.. yar.. n i'll really be dead if i dun study for it.. yar.. i kne i will be dead... haiz.. nvm....
sianz.. so sianz.... haiz
me nw playing msn games wif alvin.. haha.. yar.. nothing beta to do.. muahhahaah...
nvm...
buaiz
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hihi... hahaha
hm... damn late le.. n i'm still here.. haha.. okie lah.. nt really tat late.. =p but.. hm.. tml gotta wake up early.. yar.. coz of my dad lor.. yar... go help him wif sum CC tingy.. yar... who ask him to be chairman of sum RC.. hahah.. yarlah..
aniway, jus nw i went to listen to band concert.. damn nice.. long time nv hear band music le.. so shiok.. yar.... it's nice to be back into the world of music.. haha.. yar... den my dad's fren.. erm.. frm niesb de.. yar.. one percussionist... he say... since my dad dun go back n play.. then me n my bro shd go.. hahah.. how i wish i can. =p my hope is really to get into niesb.. really lor.. hahah.. then at the end of the concert, tt guy cum say again.. haha.. say ask me to go nie play.. hahaha.. den in the end.. my dad like kinda agree tat after my exams, i'll be going there to play.. OMG.. tis is real great.. hahahah.. really lor.. i hav always hoped to get into niesb... muahahah... yeah... =p
bth.. haha.. jus nw... at there.. i saw luqman... omg... rmb luqman.. haha.. i sure do.. =p my jssmb junior.. my favourite junior.. hahaha.. yar... still rmb last time calling him my little boyfriend.. yar.. hahaha.. still rmb the good old times.. =p yar.. hahaha.. i hugged him jus nw.. hahaha. yar.. our usual doing.. haha.. =p last time also like tt.... yar.. coz he's really a beri good fren, junior.. n i missed him.. hahaha.. yar.... oh.. he became more shuai than b4 le.. haha.. yar.. summore pple in njc de leh.. hahahah... yar.. first year... =)
hm.. dunno wat to say le.. hahahhaha... yar.. nw msning wif miao n roger.. hahah.. hm.. roger.. haha.. long time nv see him le.. hahah.. my sec sch pal.. hm.. are we?? hahaha... okie.. i tink we were quite close then.. hahah.. i admit lor.. last time like him b4.. haha.. so wat.. =p last time mah.. hahahah.... guess frenz are still beta.. =p coz i tink last time i say b4 i treasure me n his frenship.. ahhaha.. aniway... wateva.. haha.. does it really matter?? i mean the past?? hm.. who cares.. over means over le.. tink so much for wat?? nt good for health de... hahaha... tinking abt the bright future is beta.. hm.... bright future?? do i hav one?? hahahah.. i tink if i dun study hard for my cuming a lvl... then my future will be in the drain soon.. hahahaha...
k lah... dun say le.. dunno wat to say animore.. ah... roger... update ur blog more lah... n cum visit my blog more too.. =p
buaiz
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Friday, September 17, 2004
okie, hi.. =p
hahaha.. i shd be slping by nw.. but.. nvm.. =p haha.. yar.. like i said i would, i added a chatterbox on my bloggie.. yar.. haha.. actually said wanna add tagboard, but realised i got too many tagboard accounts le.. den damn lazy to rmb more accounts.. haha.. so.. yar.. decided on chatterbox instead.. =)
wat u tink abt tis?? haha.. er.. nvm, i'll still keep the comment tingy... yar.. so at least it's easier to comment on the entries... at least easier for me to kne wat u all toking abt lah.. haha.. but aniway, yar.. feel free to write in the chatterbox.. haha.. yapz.. =p
okie lah.. i tink i shd go slp le.. if nt johnny's gonna be angry tat i lied to him.. haha.. yar.. promised nt to lie to him animore.. so.. i shd go.. haha.. yar.. buaiz pple.. =p
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Thursday, September 16, 2004
okie.. hm.. seems like i got a few days nv blog le.. yar.. hahaha...
yar.. today jus finished maths.. omg.. i'm dead.. hahahah.. sure fail de.. i'm beri beri sure.. yar.. coz.. got one whole page of qns dunnoe how to do.. then i crap.. yar.. sianz.. kne i shd hav studied.. yar yar.. wateva.. over le... nt gonna tink abt it n get stressed or anithing.. heck.. prelims onli.. wateva lor.. haha.. yar
aniway.. yar.. today went to watch movie after the paper wif johnny.. yar.. watched.. erm.. wat's it call.. Dodgeball... yar.. tt dumb show.. hahaha.. really damn dumb lor... speechless.. hahaha.. damn funny.. idiotic.. yar.. hahah.. nv planned to watch tt de.. but johnny wanna watch, so i go wif him lor.. hahaha... after being together, my movie partner has always been him.. yar.. erm.. okie.. most of the time is him lah.. haha.. yar... unless it's like go wif classmates or odacians.. yar.. but.. haiz.. odacians beri little chance.. yarlor.. so sad.. i seriously miss odac.. a lot a lot a lot.. yar.. =p
aniway.. one more week of prelims to go.. sianz.. waste of time.. okie okie.. i kne.. 2nd year in jc.. muz study muz mug.. onli one chance for a lvl.. cannnot repeat.. if nt i'll hafta do my courseworks again.. n i'm sure i'll be killed worst.. haha.. i kne.. i kne... my nuquest frenz also asking me to study... okie okie.. erm.. but still nt in the mood.. haha.. so.. nvm.. =p will study de lah.. but nt jus yet. hahaha.. still in the slacking mood.. =p
opps.. haha... jus replied 2 msn msgs then i forgot wat i wanted to say le.. hahah.. hm.. let me tink... hahaha
haha.. nvm.. i really forgot.. hahahah.. oh.. btw... i got a qn to ask my readers... u all wan tagboard nt? haha.. or is the comment tingy better?? =p or i shd jus keep both?? haha.. i need suggestions n opinions of u pple.. =) thankie...
ah.. i rmb wat i wanna say jus nw le.. yar.. hahaha.. was saying, i'm nt gonna slp too late today... coz tml gonna have breakfast wif johnny.. haha.. yar.. coz his dad tml going back to hongkong.. n is early in the morning's flight.. tink is 7, so muz reach airport abt 5.. hahaha.. then he say he wanna hav breakfast wif me.. ahaha.. yar... so gotta wake up early lor.. =p
yapz.. okie.. i tink.. i dunnoe wat more to say le...
nothing's up my mind.. =p
okie.. nt exactly nothing.. haha.. yar...
mushy stuffs.. =p he's up my mind.. hahahah.. okie okie...
guess i'm off... yar...
buaiz
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
omg!!! argh... help....
shit shit shit... argh... my skin nw starting to peel off.. shit... n it's starting frm my face.. omg.. shit.... damn ugly... argh.. nw peeling until my face.. omg.. i can't stand it.. argh.. damn damn damn ugly... argh..... help help help..... save my face... omg.. how am i supposed to go to sch tml.... wif sch a face... omg.....
haiz.. forget it... guess i'll apply more cream... hope it'll help... i seriously hope it'll help... omg.... damn damn ugly.. haiz.. wat to do.. who ask me to be so dumb to forget to apply sun block lotion.. haiz.. too bad.... nw.. haiz.. after effect of the sun...
aniway, yar.. today had gp.. yapz.. erm.... i tink quite okie lah.. acceptable... yar... erm.. hope i didnt write out of point... haha.. yar.. coz more of the time, i'm tahaning the pain.. yar.. haha.. pain frm my shoulders.. yarlor.. coz wear sch-u.. then.. damn pain.. yar.. can't stand it... tml still got 3 hr CS.. haven revised yet.. haha. yar.. =p dun worry lah.. i will read thru the notes later... yar.. i'll spend sum time reading de... i wont let myself die in CS so easily.. yapz
hm.. sianz.. skin beri pain.. yar.... extremely... wonder if there's anithing i can do to it.. yarlor... damn pain... my bro's aloe vera gel almost gonna be finished by me le... haha.. yar.. been using it to cool down my skin.. tink it's okie effective afterall.. coz onli 2 days, my body nt that hot le.. yarlor... guess i'll hafta buy another bottle to return him nx time.. =)
okie.. i guess i shd continue watching tv.. hehe.. yar.. buaiz
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Monday, September 13, 2004
hihi..
yes.. as many has seen me in sch today... i'm burnt... red... like a roasted pig.. like a lobster... anithing.. yes i kne.. hahaha.. wat to do.. too late to say anithing le lah...
nvm.. i had fun... yes.. great fun... yar.. hm.. aylwin.. yar... hahaha.. mayb i shd tok a little abt him... yar.. actually wanted to tell miao abt it ytd when i met up wif her.. but.. yar.. i forgot.. ahhaha.. actually wanted to tell her... aylwin say i changed... n beri nice summore.. ahaha... i also dunno lah.. ahahaha.. aniting.. =p yar.. then.. erm.. i can feel the gentleness.. yar.. when we're toking to each other.. yar.. okie.. we did not had ani chance to be alone together.. but... erm... when we had chance to 'interact' wif each other.. he's quite nice to me.. yar.. beri... erm.. wen rou.. 'tender'.. haha.. gentle lah.. yar.. beri caring.. i dunnoe how to say also.. but jus.. erm... dunno leh.. the way he speaks to me... yar... his use of words.. his tone.. yar.... haha... nvm.. =p
then yar.. he said it's great to see me after such a long time.. =p then i ask him if i changed or not lah.. yar.. den, his ans was wat i said jus nw.. beri nice.. yar.. okie.. he's reply was "very nice... y? still got chance meh?" then i was like.. huh?? chance? wat chance.. hahaha.... but i said.. sumting like.. i dun tink u'll still be interested wif me.. haha.. den u kne wat he reply.. who knes.. i said i wan u to concentrate on ur studies first... then i was like.. haha... den wait till i graduate le then say abt chance ba.. hahahah....
hm.. dun worry lah... my heart's wif johnny... i've nv thought abt getting back wif aylwin... yar.. nope... coz.... dunno lah.. yar.. coz it's... over?? hm.. mayb ba... who ask him... when i like him so much tt time, he dumped me.. dun wan me.. okie.. he nv say he dun wan me.. but jus said he wans me to concentrate on my studies... too bad lah.. me nw got my laogong le.. yar.. my dear johnny... dun tink i'll giv up on johnny de lor.. yar.... i wont lah.. =p sank too deeply into our relationship le.. wont be able to get out of it.. hahaa.. =p summore we even plan to get married n hav children n stuffs.. where will so easily be broken apart de.. =p
aniway.. yar.. i tink tink shd stop toking le.. yar.. actually didnt wanna tok much in tis entry de.. then suddenly thought abt wat happend ytd.. then felt like telling miao wat i forgot to tell her ytd.. yar.. hahahah..
hm.. okie le lah.. i really shd stop.. gotta go mug gp for a while.. yar.. read a bit more of the notes.. i was reading jus nw.. then in the end, can't stand my aching body n decided to go nap.. yar.. haha.. okie.. i shd go.. =p
buaiz
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
hi hi.. =)
okie.. i'm home.. finally home.. yapz... finally... went out since tis morning.. =) went to sentosa like i said i would.. yapz.. met up wif sam, colin n jiawei first... erm... it's breakfast lah.. but.. i nv eat.. yar... onli drink milo.. yapz...
then, went into sentosa palawan beach.. yapz.. then aylwin n ronnie were there le.. =) yapz... then.. erm.. got ready for volleyball games.. yar.. play ball play until my hand dying.. real pain.. yar... coz played wif hard ball first.. then.. erm.. kinda hurt it a bit le.. yar.. then change to soft ball also no use.. damn pain.. hahah.. but.. nvm.. yar.. =) then.... rest rest.. then.. yar.. play play.. then.. went into the SEA.. yeah.. hahahah.. yapz.. i love the sea.. yar.. love it like dunnoe wat.. yar.. =) i had great fun in the sea.. although we didnt really do anithing lah.. =p
yar.. then.... more vollyball.. then more sea.. yar... ah.. plus sun tanning... yar.. hahaha.. abt tanning.. i look like a roasted pig nw.. damn red.. totally red... really like baked.. haha.. n damn pain too.. yar.. DAMN PAIN.. hahahah.. nvm.. =p
hm... i erm.. dunno wat to say le lah.. yar.. quite tired le.. =) out the whole day.. yar... me gonna put aleo vera sumting on my burnt skin.. yar.. erm.. haha.. i dunno wat it's called lah.... gell or sumting.. yar.. ahah. it's best for sun burn they all say... =) yapz.. i'm off... buaiz...
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
omg... i'm finally home.. hahah...
went shopping wif my mum today.. =) yapz.. n i got presents for 3 birthday babies.... yar... like i promised.... i bought stuffs for miao, homan n wenting.. yapz.. i bought le.. =) hm.. hope miao's working tml.. best is night shift... so i can pass her present to her after my trip to sentosa... yapz.. =)
yar.. went shopping.. haha.. hm.. bought sum stuffs back... yar.. damn tired.... walk n walk n walk.. went to chinatown's OG to shop... my mum lor... she say she wanna go there.. then i jus kept her company lor.. yar....
but i guess it's still okie.. yar.. coz i bought stuffs too lah... yar.... sianz... =( one beri sad ting happened jus nw.. =( i lost my superman... i mean my superman hp accessory... yar... =( the one i bought for johnny n me during his b'day de... =( i'm so so so so heartbroken.. yar... extremely.. coz.. i can't believe tat i lost it.. i mean.. it's raelly quite impt to me lor.. yar.. =( haiz... there's nothing i can do nw.. lost means lost le... =( i'm jus so sad... haiz... forget it...
argh.. nvm.. i dun really feel like toking le.. damn tired... beta rest a while b4 dinner... yar.. okie.. buaiz
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Friday, September 10, 2004
hello.. wateva.. hi.. anithing....
haiz... i'm nt beri pleased today.. yes.. nt beri pleased.. hmph.. like i told miao ytd... abt him nt updating the blog.. yar.. seriously.. hmph.. i dun like it.. me check the webby like dunnoe how many thousand of times a day.. but.. NO UPDATES.. wat the hell.. hey.. tat blog's supposed to be ours leh.. means me n him will BOTH do our updates.. then how can like tt... seems like i'm the one who's doing most of the updates... i'm nt beri happy lor... always like tt de... hmph
hey, my wrist nt beri good i also put in effort to update leh.. then he.. hmph.. haiz.. forget it.. i dun care le.. i wont update unless he updates... i dun care...
okie... heck abt him.. =p yar.. tok abt me.. tis is MY blog aniway.. so i will tok abt myself.. yes... =p okie.. today.. hm.. didnt really waste it tat badly.. okie.. at least i tink i did nt really waste it totally.. =) coz.. erm.. i did a bit of reading.. n i also revised a little of Computing.. hehe.. okie.. yar.. i kne i'm far frm ready for prelims.. okie.. i kne.. yar.. but.. wateva.. =) hehe..
hm.. dunno lah.. damn bored nw... tml gotta wake up early... erm.. okie.. nt tat extremely early lah.. but.. yar.. going out wif mum mah.... sianz.. hahaha.. =p aniway.. erm.. dunnoe wat to say.. hahha.. feel like slping le.. =p
buaiz
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Thursday, September 09, 2004
hiee... hahaha.. =p
hm.. as usual.. a day wasted again.. =p spent the whole day watching vcd.. hahah.. yar.. johnny lent me de.. =p it's la bi xiao xing.. kao.. it's damn damn funny.. hahahahah.. okie.. hm.. actually.. okie lah... =p
yapz.. ermm... yar.. i did a damn dumb thing today.. hahaah.. wanna kne wat i did.. =p i agreed to go to sentosa on sunday.. hahahah.... i'm really crazy rite. hahahaha.. yar.. monday start prelim.. i still got the mood to agree to go to sentosa for a getaway... esp when i haven done anithing.. hahah.. ani revision i mean lah.. hahahah.. i'm nuts.. really nuts.. hahahah...
aniway.. erm.. yar.. hahaha.. didnt really regret my decision lah.. yapz.. coz.. erm... i seriously miss the feeling of being outdoors.. really miss is a lot.. miss my good old days wif my fellow ODACianz... really miss them like hell... but.. haiz.. i kne.. it's exam period.. everyone else is mugging hard.. yar.. i can understand.. yapz...
glad tat my NuQuest fren, erm senior?? haha.. yar.. sam msg me.. he asked me if i'd like to join them.. hm.. i tink it's the 2nd time i'm kinda asked to if i'd like to join them in such gatherings.. yapz... n.. tis is the first time for me to join.. haha.. yar.. coz.. i dunnoe... last time was sum dinner tingy.. yar.. haha.. nw.. hehe.. it's fun under the sun.. yapz.. how can i miss it rite.. =p summore aniway monday dun hav to go sch early.. yar.. although got paper.. but.. it's jus phy practical.. n third shift mah.. nothing much.. haha.. can make it de.. =p
okie.. yar.. i promised myself i'll revise computing tml.. yar... i promised myself tt.. erm... tt's provided i'm staying home lah... hahahah... =p
okie.. i'm off i guess.. noting really much to write.. n erm.. i wanna visit the toilet... haha... =p
buaiz...
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
=) hiee... =p
hm.. okie.. went to sch early in the morning again.. quite bored... yar.. coz it's early in the morning... then had anand's lesson til.. abt 10plus.. i mean morning.. hahaha.. yar.. coz actually he say end at 10.30 coz got another class wanting to us the room.. then... yar.. he finished his stuffs earlier.. so end earlier lor.. =p
then.. went to jp wif siyi.. yar.. she met up wif her ex... coz tt guy going into army soon.. then.. yar.. go hav lunch wif him.. hahah... then.. erm... yar.. ahahah.. guys as usual... ahah.. tink coz is we end too early le.. hahaha..... coz me also meeting up wif johnny de mah.. hahaha.. so since the 2 gers reach jp earlier than the meeting time.. we.. go walk walk.. haha.. yar.. fairprice n liberty.. okie.. i kne.. quite lame.. =p but.. erm.. i used to do lotsa supermarket shopping a lot in my sec sch days.. =p haha.. yar.. like to walk walk in supermarkets.. find it quite fun.. hahahaha
then u kne wat siyi said.. hahaha.. she say, i tink too much abt getting married le izzit.. hahahah... =p erm... wat u tink?? =p hahaha.. yar... wat's ur prob.. yes.. i cant wait to get married to my laogong.. hahah... =p cannot izzit... =p
hahaha.. okie.. i tink i crap too much le.. =p yar... hm... quite sianz.. =p johnny lend me 5 books of comic.. erm.. no is 6.. hahah.. yar... 5 la bi xiao xing n 1 garfield.. yapz... hm.. finish.. erm.. onli 1 book... hahha.. quite slow.. i kne.. coz.. dunno lah.. quite tired.. =p
kk.. erm.. hahaha.. as usual... feel like pigging again.. =p tired.. eyes... hahaha.. okie... buaiz
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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
hm... hello... =p
erm.. haha.. nothing real much to say today.... as usual.. wasted the whole day watching tv n movies.. hahaha.. movies i mean frm my com.. yapz... damn sianz.... can't stand it.. wonder y i can waste so much time on rubbish stuffs when prelims is ard the corner... wat i mean is like... prelim's nx week...
hm.. wateva ba.. dun care le.. damn sianz...... i'm quite tired actually... neck quite pain.. ahha.. but wont die de le.. used to it le.. as long as my neck doesnt break.. i'll still be alive... =p
hm.. shd i go slp?? =p may i shd.. hahah.. okie.. i'l update tml.. =)
tml still got gp.. mr anand again.. yar... =p
okie.. buaiz...
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Monday, September 06, 2004
helloo... =p
hm... guess wat.. hahahah.. i watch 'A Cinderella Story' today... hahaahah... wif johnny summore... hahah.. =p i'm good rite.. =p managed to psycho him to go watch it wif me.. =p hm... actaully hor.. i really quite like the film lor.. i kne lah.. nt many pple will like this show.. but.. erm.. i dunno leh.. hahaha... like i said.. i'm sumone who loves to watch such love stories.. hehe.. yar... i'm a big fan for such films.. dun ask me y... i'm jus naturally attracted to such shows lor.. hehe...
hm.. let me tink.. wat's gonna be the nx movie i'm gonna watch... hm.. hahah.. can't tink of ani nw.. hm.. hahahah.. let me tink.. =p i guess.. erm.. nothing really much ba.. hahaha.. ah.. got.. me waiting for jackie chan's new film... i tink it's call the new police story.. ahah.. yar.. hm.. i'm quite a fan of jackie's police stories.. yar.. there's quite a few series before tis le.. i mean.. erm.. those are really old le lah.. haha.. but i tink they're really quite nice lor.. his stunts.. hm.. can't really fight.. hahaha.. i mean others cant really fight... but.. erm.. ahha.. like johnny said.. yar.. his old le.. sum really beri beri hard stunts... i dun tink he can do as well as before le.. hahaha.. but.. hm.. i like the plot of his stories.. yar.. nice lah.. =p i guess... his action films are the few of the real action films tat actaully can attract my attension..
hm.. yar.. aniway.. haha... today woke up early in the morning to go for anand's holiday remedial.. sianz.. wat a waste of time.. erm.. okie lah... nt really tt waste.. but... erm.. coz he's late.. so nt so shiok.. wasted time waiting for him... means he reduced my slping time jus to wait for him.. sianz.. haha.. okie okie.. shdnt blame anione.. okie.. hahahah.. =p
the weather nw is cooling.. hahaha... n i like it.. =p windy... n erm... a bit cold too lah.. hahah.. but shiok.. hahaha.. yar... it's nice.. i like the weather nw... =p nice nice.... no need to turn on the aircon.. hehe.. how i wish.. singapore every night also tis kinda cool weather.. i'd really love to stay here.. hahaha.. i mean.. okie.. i nv say i dun like to say in Singapore.. it's jus.. sumtimes, the weather really nt beri shiok.. hot.. haha.. n humid.. so... erm.. tt's a minus point.. =p but actually.. overall still quite good lah.. =p tt's y i say, if every night.. i'm nt asking for too much.. jus.. everynight.. jus the night time.. weather can be so cooling, windy... omg.. i'll be so deadly in love... =p i mean wif the weather.. hahahah.. =) so cooling.. i really can't stop saying tis.. =p it's so nice... i seriously like it... like tis a lot.. hahahah.. it's really a good weather for me to slp.. hahaha.. =p
i guess u kne wat i mean.. hahaha.. =p
yapz.. me gonna go... erm... go be a piggy n roll in my sheets.. =p i nv say i'm slping.. =p but i'm gonna roll.. =p haha..
buaiz
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
hihi... wat a sunday.. haha.. =p
as usual lah.. sunday wasted.. tv n tv n more tv.. hahah.. wat u expect me to do.. study.. hahaha.. how i wish i can.. but i mean.. haiz.. no point explaining lah.. coz.. argh.. =( haiz... i kne i muz stduy.. but... as if i dun wan.. it's jus i can't concentrate n i dun seem to be able to make myself sit down to mug.. haiz
yar yar.. wateva.. i kne.... a levels cuming... i shd be mugging hard.. i hav to prepare myself for my future... to secure a place in uni is beri impt.. i kne i kne.. but.. argh... okie okie.. i shd stop toking abt studies... no point making so much noise abt it when.. i'm to be blamed at the end... wateva...
aniway, yar.. tml got to go back to sch... gp lesson... anand wan us to go thru sum.. erm.. compre sumting ba.. hahaha.... sianz.. the ting is, i dunnoe wat he wan use to go thru.. i mean, wat he wans to go thru wif us.. hahaha... coz... erm.. hahaha.. coz i nv go to sch lah.. =p of coz.. hahaha... skipped sch on thurs n fri.. i kne beri bad lah.. i kne i kne.. but.. =p wateva.. hahahah.. sianz
ah.. anione knes when is our phy practical?? i mean which shift.. ahhaha.. coz i nt beri sure... erm.. or i shd say.. i dunnoe.. hahaha.. coz.. yar.. the same reason.. i nv go.. hahha.. sianz.. =p
k lah, k lah.. i also dunnoe wat to say liaoz.. summore.. heheh.. i wanna go watch tv.. =p
if i happy, i might cum back n write more later.. =p buaiz
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
finally... i've finally had a chance in the whole day to sit here, in front of my com... erm... i mean to turn my com on.. haha... been kinda busy since the morning...
woke up early today.. abt 7plus wake up le... coz got family tingy today mah... so.. yar.. haha... woke up, washed up, changed... then went out for breakfast wif my family.. yapz.. dad, mum n bro... then after breakfast, we went to the clementi temple... the one beside the fire station.. erm... went there to pay respect to my, erm... grandparents plus... erm.. hahah.. nt beri sure.. ahhaha.. aniway... when to je ntuc after tat.... as usual lah.. mum does her weekly shopping.. haha... erm... but today's shopping nt really for the week de... it's for tonite's family gathering.. haha.. =p
it's my dad's b'day today.. yapz... my dad's 49th birthday... erm.. i tink is 49 lah... ahahhaha.. =p i kne i kne.. bad daughter... ahhaha.. =p nvm de lah.. ahhaha.. y bother so much abt how old my dad is.. hahah.. no matter wat he's also my dad... old or young, doesnt really matter... as long as he's happy n healthy.. it's fine alraedy.. =p
yar.. tt's y i said i was busying the whole day... helped tis helped tat.. prepare tis prepare tat... ah... everyone said my potato salad is nice.. ahha.. =p see.. told u i could prepare food... ahhaha.. =p aniway.. yar... hm.... had quite a lot of food today.. erm.. hahah.. yar.. as usual.. i ate quite a bit.. hahaha... =p n yar.. lotsa kids ard again.. haha.. noisy sia... hahah... but.. wat to do.. they are the kids.. hahaha....
hm.. dunno wat more to say... quite tired nw.. =p
ah.. one more ting.. the b'day cake today is damn good... =p my bro ordered dunnoe frm which chef... erm.. dunnoe frm which high-class hotel de lah.. hahaha.. =p yar.. i believe it's good food.. it taste real great.. =p i wanna share wif johnny if he's gonna cum over my place.. haha.. =p erm.. tat is before the cake is finished.. hahah.. i'm nt gonna keep specially for him.. no no.. haha.. =p i'll eat them up myself.. hahaha.. =p
kk, i shall leave.. buaiz
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Friday, September 03, 2004
hm.. hi.. haha
wat a day i've wasted again.. muahahah.. woke up damn late today.. guess the time.. hahaha.. it's 12noon... erm.. 12.30 i tink.. hahaha... real pig rite.. =p johnny said i was a pig too.. =p as usual mah.. i'll msg him once i wake up... haha...
aniway.. i started watching tv after washing up.. then started watching sum old movies frm my com... watched 2 films in total... how to lose a guy in 10 days n maid in manhattan... nice show.. haha.. actually, i've watched tis to movies thousands of times le.. ahha.. but.. i still like'em.. =p aiya, wat to do.. haha.. i'm a fan of love stories if u kne.. =p
hm.. yar.. but i prepared dinner.. haha.. =p most of the dishes today were prepared by me.. haha.. cool eh.. =p nv expected tat i could cook rite.. hahaha.. =p i can cook okie... i can.. haha.. although i might not be a terific cook.. but.. at least i can prepare basic stuffs lah... =p wont let my future husband starve... haha... wont let him hav the chance to eat out most of the nights.. coz i tink.. homecooked food is still the best... hahaa.. =p coz got my love mah.. hahahah... kk, i kne.. mushy... ahahah.. =p
hm.. me still waiting for johnny.. haha.. he's nt home yet... nah, we didnt go out today... he went out wif his frenz... tml also i tink... helping his frenz wif their computer n stuffs.... rmb him saying he got one bro's b'day cumming le.. so i guess their gonna get a gift or sumting.. hm... =p i'm prepared le lah... haha.. i mean.. i kne there's always a need for the guys to hav a boys night.. hahah.. okie.. yah.. although it's like every saturday night.. wat to do... u tink i hav a choice... i dun tink so.... =( no matter how much i'd hope to spend my saturday nite wif him.. also no use de lah.. coz sat night's for his bros... i wanna giv him the freedom.. can't tie him down like wat mah... he's got his own social life... no matter how much i hope to be able to enter his other social circle, i mean his old pals, his brothers, i dun wanna force my way in.. u kne.. hahah.. i'd rather hav him inviting me into his other circle than having to make my own way thru... =p it's always beta for him to be willing to do tings.. hahah.. =p i'm nt sumone who likes to hav things done by forcing... =p
aniway.. sianz.... wasted my time like i hav lotsa time before a lvl.. haiz... wateva lah.. =p sianz.. i guess i'll go rest a while.. haha.. eyes quite tired as usual.. ahha.. wonder wat time i'll be able to slp tonite.. ahhaha... muz wait for him to reach home, wash up n ready to end the day.. =p
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
hihi.. i'm back again.. hahahah... =)
was watching singapore idol jus nw.. hm.. seriously.. last week's show is much beta.. i mean the singers.. hm.. standards got diff sia.. hahaha..
aniway.. went to bugis tis afternoon again.. hahah.. =p quite crazy i kne.. =p skipped sch actually to stay home to revise.. in the end.. hahah.. went out dating n shopping.. hahah.. =)
hm.. bought quite sum tings today i guess.. hahah... =p johnny bought me a soft toy.. hehe.. damn cute.. hahah.. tis is the 3rd soft toy tat he's got for me.. =) can't stand it.. haha.. esp the way he spend his money on me.. hahaha... but then.. i can't stop him frm doing it.. hahaa.. he'll like.. u dun like me to pamper u meh?? dun like meh?? hahaha.. then wat do u expect me to say.. of coz i like the way he pampers me n dotes me.. haha.. seriously.. he's the first person ever in my life who has treated me tis way.. the way i've always hoped to be treated... =) haha.. aniway.. he bought 2 other stuffs for himself.. erm... 2 zoid figures.. ahahah.. u kne lah.. haha.. johnny my dear loves to buy such stuffs... zoids, gundam... hahaha.. actually, i might be influenced by him.. haha.. =p coz i realised tt i've fallen in love wif a few gundam figures too.. hahah.. =) i got one favourite.. it's real nice... it's called wing-gundam-zero-custom... kaoz.. it's seriously beri beri nice.. =) but.. haha.. the price also beri nice... 300plus.. ahhaha.. can die.. killer sia... can go rob the bank le lah.. hahahah.. =p but.. hm.. ahahah.. once i start working.. i'll save up to get it... i dun care... coz it's really really beri nice...
hm... aniway.. i spent quite sum money today too.. ahha.. =p haven spend for a long time le.. hahah.. i mean.. coz when we go out together.. he's usually the one paying.. he insist that he pays lor.. =p so today.. hahaha.. i got a chance to pay for my own stuffs... haahha.. bought 2 comic books.. =p coz long time nv read le.. jus feel like buying n reading... i also bought a birthday card for my dad... =) it's nice.. haha.. but also quite ex.. $8.10.. haha.. ex rite.. hahah... but since it's for dad.. then okie lor.. hahhha.. =)
hm.. dunnoe wat to say.. hahahah.. =p quite bored nw.. wonder wat's my dear doing.. haha.. tv?? hm... tink so ba.. mayb lah.. hahah... coz i tink my darling is someone who watches the news.. hahaha... then coz he also sure watching the singapore idol results de.. haha.. =)
hm.. kk lah.. sianz le.. haha.. dunno wat to write animore.. =p buaiz...
blue @ 10:44 PM
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finally...
i've finally finalised the html of my blog.. can die.. took me so much time..
hm.. aniway... guess i go shower first.. =p went out the whole de le.. stil haven shower.. =p came back.. help mum wif preparing dinner mah.. then after tt i started editing my codes... then dinner time.. then tv time.. coz got singapore idol.. cannot miss.. haha.. then after tt help my mum prepare the potatoes... can die.. coz dad nt home, then her hands aching.. so i muz help lor..
then nw.. finally done the codes.. kk lah.. i go shower first.. will be back to update.. =p
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
hihi... =)
finally, i'm home... =p went to the airport jus nw.. hm.. seriously, i did nt hav enough of it.. nt enuff at all... =( wanted to stay there much longer de.. but.. haiz... no one seems to really wanna stay there ani longer.. =( sobz sobz...
haiz.. nvm ba.. nx time i go again.. =p jus go there sit down.. wanna find a beta day... nt like today... coz mayb it's sch holiday.. so many kids ard... so noisy.. i dun really like it.. i dont mean tt i dun like kids.. but.. it's tat, sumtimes.. i need quiet moments of my own... i mean.. nt alone... but, jus silence... to a certain extent, silence is beautiful...
hm... aniway, i went to tampinese wif johnny after tt, watched garfield.. haha.. =) it's a real nice show.. damn funny.. =p so totally cute.. hahah.. =p such a big fat lazy cat.. =p damn damn cute.. hahaha.. how i wish i can hav a pet.. a cat or a dog.. both's fine wif me... i hav certain dogs in mind.. but... haiz.. dun tink i'll be able to keep them ba.. coz johnny's nt really supportive abt having a dog in the future... coz he say's it nt an easy task n it wont be good for the kids' nose... haiz.. see how ba.. =( my dream... haiz... i've always wanted a pet dog since i was young... guess this dream will nv cum true... =(
oh.. haha.. we going bugis again tml.. hahahh.. cmi rite.. hahaha.. =p going there to do sum shopping.. =p he saw sum gundam figures on sale.. n he say he like it a lot.. hahah.. so guess he might be buying them tml.. hahah.. but he also said tat he's broke coz aug's pocket money finished le n sep's pocket money still haven get.. hahaha.. so i guess.. hm.. dunnoe.. hahhah.. he might get, might nt.. who knes.. hahaha.. aniway.. hahaha.. i might do sum shopping for clothes tml.. ahhaha.. coz i seriously think i'm short of clothes to wear... hahha.. everytime go out also wear the same ting.. nothing beta to wear.. cannot make it leh.. hahahah... but u kne, i'm also broke.. hahaha.. so.. see how ba.. =p
hm.. guess i'll stop here for today.. hahaha.. =p wanna go shower le.. =p
not tt i haven shower today... i showered before i left home tis morning... haha.. but like i said.. tis morning.. hahaha.. n i'm out for the whole day le.. so... muz shower again.. =p
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