Sunday, October 19, 2008
zzz.. tml got test again.. sianz..
worst of it is tat i haven started revision yet.. totally no mood.. i dunno y but i jus dun feel like starting my revision.. feel damn lazy.. n damn hot..
zzz.. me n johnny nw planning on our holiday trip.. we intend to go somewhere near.. coz we onli hav the first week of dec to do anithing.. coz i finish my papers on the last week of nov, his alert tingy starts on 6 dec.. so we onli hav tat week if we wanna go overseas..
dunno where to do.. dun wanna go genting coz dec sure alot of pple.. n it's much more exp.. researching to go elsewhere.. but really dunno where.. we're jus going ard travel agencies n getting stacks of paper back to see.. but most of them rejected le.. zzz.. so i also dunno..
argh.. let me try getting my mum to let me on the aircon.. coz i really feeling totally hot..
buaiz
blue @ 11:14 PM
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
it's actually eLearning week for me tis week.. so i'm nw at home.. it's nt tat i dont hav to go to sch today.. i went for a 8.30am lecture tis morning n den came back home.. coz i hav 4hrs break b4 my nx lesson at 1.30pm starts.. it's really sianz to have to come home den go back to sch again.. but it'll be even worst if i'm to stay in sch.. coz i'll be alone..
i guess today will be very much like tuesday.. coz i will be skipping lunch again.. since i didnt plan for it n i dun like eating alone.. more prob i'm getting an apple pie or sumting when i reach sch later.. jus hav to tahan till dinner tonite..
seriously, exam's ard the corner.. zzz.. so dun feel like doing anithing.. i'm still having lots of quizes.. hav one tml, one on mon, another on thurs and blah blah blah.. it's like u're nt really given time to do anithing but jus to rush thru everyday.. i dun like uni life..
aniway, i shd stop already.. gotta start preparing myself to get my butt to sch again.. zzz.. y like tat.. haiz..
blue @ 12:08 PM
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Friday, October 10, 2008
today had my maths test.. it's another maths.. nt the one i took before the recess week..
haiz.. i was onli able to do 3qn out of 6.. the 3 are part of the 5 question tat is 90%.. the last 10% qn i couldnt solve.. aniway, i did all the 90% qn.. jus tat the 2 tat i didnt kne how to solve were solved by my fren sitting beside me.. haha.. she completed it fast, so she help me see my qn.. all out papers are diff.. n mine was quite hard.. hers seem easier.. at least coz i kne how to solve her qn but dunno how to solve mine..
zzz.. i'm real sleepy.. need to rest..
but i still got 2 tutorials to do. haiz.. better stop talking n start working..
buaiz
blue @ 12:13 AM
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Friday, October 03, 2008
seriouly, i'm feeling damn depressed nw.. haiz..
i dunno wat to say about myself.. haiz.. rmb the physics test that i had abt 2 weeks ago.. well, the results are kinda out.. n u kne wat.. i'm one of the 2 who got below 40.. n the lowest mark is 10.. i feel so fucking down nw..
haiz.. tis is the kind of feeling tat i dunno how to describe.. it's jus like i cant even bring my mood up.. i feel so so so down.. like my heart sink to the bottom le..
i really dunno wat to do lah.. exams coming le.. n i dun seem to kne much.. my physics have nv been strong.. but i didnt kne i could be tis bad.. how.. haiz.. i was still hopping to get honors.. nw.. i dun even knw if i can pass or not.. it's so like.. cry also no use.. i so feel like quitting sch.. so feel like giving up..
it really makes me wonder if coming to uni was rite.. mayb me doing badly for jc was a sign.. mayb i shd jus use my diploma n den start working..
haiz haiz haiz.. feel so much like dying..
blue @ 2:18 PM
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Thursday, October 02, 2008
tis morning, i super pro.. extremely pro.. LOL.. well, not much happened actually.. i jus overslpt.. LOL.. lesson start at 8.30am.. i woke up at 8am.. power rite.. haha..
den i jus chiong lor.. rush for everything.. flew off bed, accelerated my preparation time.. left home abt 8.15.. den the lucky ting was tat i was able to get a cab on my way to the bustop.. i initially intended to take bus de.. but i also decided tat if i can get a cab, i'll jus take the cab.. so i did lor..
i reached sch on time.. at 8.30.. wasnt late.. the prof haven started the lecture yet.. hehe.. power rite.. =p
aniway, i damn tired lah.. LOL
hope i wont be late again tml.. coz the cab fee is 8bucks frm home to sch.. damn ex.. so i shdnt waste it.. =p
blue @ 7:43 PM
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