Thursday, March 25, 2010
haiz.. working is really boring..
it's finally week 11 of IA.. halfway through it already.. finally.. i guess when u keep doing the same thing day after day, no matter how much u initially like it, u'll jus get sick and tired of it..
i'm quite sick and tired of doing solidworks already.. although i still like it alot, but it's still quite torturing to have to keep working on the same ting everyday.. mayb it's jus that there isnt really designing for me to do, but drafting everyday is really boring.. esp when ur work doesnt keep coming in and i cant facebook whenever i'm free.. LOL
i initially jus wanted to blog abt brandy.. brandy is one of the dogs at my workplace.. i tink he's the oldest and definitely the fattest.. hehe..
poor brandy gets kicked out of the office all the time.. the guys in the room doesnt like having brandy ard coz they tink he's very smelly.. i guess he is in some way but it's really jus the smell of a dog.. nothing special..
the horrible way they get brandy out is usually by using their legs.. they kinda kick him out of the room literally.. hm, i shdnt say kick coz they dun really kick him.. but jus use their legs to PUSH real hard on brandy.. brandy usually needs to be dragged out of the office wif alot of force lah.. so i tink he's kinda used to it.. but sometimes i jus tink brandy is so poor ting.. and i'd love to sayang him if he's nt tat dirty.. LOL..
everytime i pet brandy, or jus stroke his back, my hand will be damn black.. LOL.. it's coz of the oil outside in the workshop so he's quite yucky.. but i also tink brandy is cute.. super cute.. haha.. he is that kinda idiotic cute..
aniway, i shd stop blogging lah.. damn obvious that i'm nt working.. but the prob is i finished my work le.. haiz..
kk.. stop here for nw.. buaiz
blue @ 2:16 PM
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
have u ever had an extremely contradicting emotion of loving someone and finding him irritating at the same time..
it seems to be something that i'm experiencing quite often these days.. i dunno y it's happening but i really hate this horrible feeling.. i know i love johnny alot and and nv intend to giv him up.. but sometimes, i jus cant communicate with him.. i've always known that we're pple from 2 different worlds.. we're extremely different in alot of things, our views, mindsets, hobbies, lifestyles.. but we've been together so long and we've learned to giv in at certain tings..
wat i find irritating abt him is that he never really listens.. although he always says that he's listening, but i nv feel that he's paying attention to wat i'm saying.. sometimes when i feel bad and i wanna talk to him, jus share with him, he jus doesnt understand.. it's like he'll nv understand coz he's never gonna be in my position.. and that pisses me off and makes me jus wanna shut up coz sharing wif him is useless..
haiz.. it's real horrible lah..
i dunno i'm feeling so bad coz i'm having pms or i'm jus pissed off..
but seriously, i love him alot and i wan my future wif him.. i wan a future with him.. but still.. haiz..
i'm an idiot lah.. argh
blue @ 8:01 PM
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Thursday, March 11, 2010
seriously, there's been alot of stupid news these days.. i guess everyone knows abt the affair that jack neo had..
i do wonder is his wife really has forgiven him.. how many women in the world is willing to share their husband with someone else.. i sure wont.. if ever johnny betrays me, i will definitely break off with him.. no matter how horrible and painful it will be for me, i will leave.. it's nt so much of whether he will do it again but rather u will always know that during the time that u're together, he did something that is not respectful to you..
i guess the victim here will be his wife and his kids.. haiz.. it's always the rest of the family who suffers when a parent has an affair..
there are alot of posts in the internet commenting abt this incident.. and some of them are really hilarious.. there are jus pple who post without tinking abt wat they are saying.. of coz i'm nt saying that they hav no right in commenting, but dont u tink they should tink before they say anithing..
haiz.. this kinda stupid incidents are getting more and more horrible.. there seems to be more and more unfaithful husbands ard.. zzz..
what has this world become.. haiz..
blue @ 4:55 PM
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