Thursday, September 23, 2010
loving someone is such a hard thing to do..
it's not so much about just loving him/her with all your heart, but also loving him/her just the way they like it.. sometimes, you can say that you've given all you have and is already loving with all your might, he/she just does not feel it.. it's just because the way you're loving is not the way that they feel loved.. it's so different for everyone.. you cannot assume that the way you like to be loved is the same way that your partner feels..
i know so much that i love you a lot and with all my might, and i know that you feel the same way for me.. but sometimes we just don't get each other.. for some unknown reason, although i know that our love for each other has not decreased a single bit, but i just don't feel 'satisfied'.. it's just like there's a hole that constantly needs to be filled up in my heart and you just ain't doing it right.. i seriously don't know what's wrong, but i am not satisfied of the present..
it just feels like i need to move on.. don't get me wrong, i don't mean moving on to another person but moving on as a couple.. i'm not happy with us now.. all fixed and stagnant.. nothing exciting, interesting or anything at all..
argh.. i just don't know the problem with myself.. this is so horrible sometimes..
blue @ 11:21 PM
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